I-I'm sorry (Reader x Eddie x Richie)

Say anything

Y/N POV
We went inside the house...the house I remember....from my nightmares...
We climbed down and then we went through the gray water...but then I feel arms around me I look to see a shapeshifting version of Stan one second,then Richie,then the other Eddie..
"Chose one of us" it says in unison
Then drags me underwater
I scream and then I feel someone hugging me,Stan...
"Umm can I talk to you for one second?" Stan asks
"Yea"I say out of breath
"I-it was a mistake..." he says
"What was?" I ask
"I'm still in love with you!" He yells out
I am shocked but...I still feel attracted to him,I miss how he would tell jokes and we would go bird watching I loved-no I love him...
"Say anything..." he said
That was the song he had on whilst proposing...
"Oh my god"I say under my breath as he kneels down on one knee.
I look at Eddie and Richie looking,hurt...
"I-i,listen I love you,but I also love Eddie and I don't know how I-"I look up at Eddie "I want to be with him.." I finish then we start to go into the main part of this"house"...and I grab my token, a small black book that Eddie gave me with his signatures and them writing love poems and he had put inspirational stuff and it was beautiful "I wish I had kept on to this for just a bud longer..." I say as a tear roles down my cheek and lay it in.
And the rest of the losers put theirs in and we hold hands and start to yell 'TURN LIGHT INTO DARK'
But a big red balloon came out  and we had to back up out of this little dome..and *POP* my ears are ringing and I look up to see a huge Pennywise looking around at us...
And so the Battle begins...