I Don't Want To Hurt You- Suga

Induced Coma

More hours past and I couldn't find him. I literally had a melt down and couldn't control my tears. I sat down and laid my head back on a tree.

I started to shout "I shouldn't had involved him! I shouldn't had started dating him! This is all my fault. My parents are in jail because of me. I'm a horrible person leaving Lo alone. Suga's parents will hate me for bringing Suga into my life. I knew from the beginning that I was going to just hurt him. Look what everything has happened! Maybe, I wasn't meant to be happy or to be in love with Suga. I'm just here to hurt people and make people sad. All I ever do is cry and not be happy! Suga, I didn't want to hurt you. I just wanted your love and to love you back, I promise. I don't want to hurt you."

Everything just became quiet after I yelled out eveeything I was feeling. My phone ringed and it was John. I didn't want to answer him but I was so tired.

"Hello?" I softly said.

John said "It wasn't the pilot."

My tears rolled down my face and I said "What?"

John said "We don't know who it is."

I stopped crying and asked "What do you mean?"

John said "I think they are out there but-"

I shouted "But what?!"

John said "I investigated but there hasn't been another plane crash. People come to this forest for camping but the section the arm was found at is out of the camping area. This area is known to be dangerous because their are wolfs out there."

John said "Moni?"

I whispered "I think I just heard wolf steps."

John said "Moni! I'm not there! There going to sniff you and eat you!"

I whispered "They won't because now I'm positive he's alive and just lost."

I hanged up the phone and put it on silent.

I stayed still and hoped that the wolfs would go a different direction.

Once, again the forest was quiet again and the sun began to shine through the giant trees leaves. I looked around and there was no wolfs around. I stood up and began to run. I needed to find him before night time. I knew I would get eaten or him.

I wanted to yell out his name but I was terrified the wolfs would hear me as they had very good ears and noses. I stopped as I heard a different noise. It wasn't the noise that you hear when your in a forest but when your near a waterfall.

I ran towards the noise of water crashing down against rocks and it's ownself. I ran faster and felt more nervous. The roots turned into rocks and that's when I finally tripped. I squeezed my eyes shut as I prepared for the hurtful landfall I would experience. I landed but the ground didn't feel hard as I expected and that's when I opened my eyes.

I lifted up my head and that's when my eyes widen as I saw him.

"Suga?" I asked with so much happiness.

He didn't answer me. I shaked him and shouted "Suga! Answer me!"

My bodyguard came around and said "Moni! Help us! Suga hit his head hard against a tree when we landed."