A Letter To Mew Suppasit

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Hey you,

My annoying, nosy, bastard, but I love, Mew Suppasit. If you read this letter, most probably I am not here with you right now, because if I do, I will just dig the box myself, burn this letter and strengthen myself up so that I can say it right in front your face: HEY, YOU BASTARD MEW SUPPASIT, I LOVE YOU!

How long has it been since you decided to dig this box without me? 1 year? 2 years? 5 years? Or even 10 years? Whatever the answer is, I just wanted you to know that I'm living well and that I miss you wholeheartedly.

I know I'm not a good speaker, not a good listener, a stupid, childish, arrogant jerk and selfish guy to you, but believe me, though I'm all of that, my feelings are true.

I don't want to say this to you because I can imagine your grinning proud face. Uh-uh... I will not give in! But just so you know, you taught me well how to defeat my own monster inside my head. I learned to understand my heart and lower my head. I learned to live the life I should be living in and without you, I was nothing.

I'm 80% sure you've found my diary, though I will keep the 20% because I made bet on you romanticizing the mess I left behind so you can make reminiscent of it. Stupid Mew Suppasit! Clean the room once you read this!

I'm not good at writing this but just remember... Wherever I am, I love you Mew Suppasit. I was, I am, and will always be.

Your Gulf

P.S: I remember everything.

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