the sister of ushijima (tendou x reader)

chapter four

GUYS IM FAILING ALL MY CLASSES JABDJDJDJDJD
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*y/ns pov*

Ushi held my hands and knelt down beside me. He had a soft look on his face. "Hey, hey what happened?" He asked in a soft voice. "Was there too many people..?" Ushi asked curiously. My sobs turned into hiccups, me calming down a bit. I nodded and hugged him. He sighed. "I'm sorry y/n.." he said. I gripped his shirt and wiped my tears away.

Ushi has always been real cautious of me when there were big crowds. Honestly it wouldn't have been as bad if they didn't crowd all around me at once. Especially the girl that put me in a choke hold, I could barely breathe.

"Did anything else happen that might have set it off?" He asked and leaned back from the hug. By it, he meant my panic attack. I looked down and shrugged. He sat down and sighed. "You need to use words for this one y/n.." he said and looked up at me. I sat down beside him and leaned against the wall.

I don't really like talking, I mean it doesn't bother me, but there's no need for me to talk, since not a lot of people listen.

I bit my lip before opening my mouth. "..they weren't very respectful." I said and brung my knees to my chest. Ushi looked down at me a bit surprised that I even talked. "They crowded me after i hit a spike and started to question me about a lot of things and it caught me off guard, one girl even put me in a choke hold.." I said quietly and laid my head on my knees. "...she wouldn't let go and it got hard for me to breathe, they even taunted me about not talking..." I said, my face turning red as I became flustered. "..they called me mute." I spoke lastly.

It was quiet for a moment, the breeze out side picking up, I looked up at Ushi, seeing him wear a soft look on his face. "They were only being friendly." He said as he stared at the ground. "I know the girls from the volleyball club, they are only playful, they didn't mean nothing by it, honest." He said and looked over at me, I began to wonder if I over reacted.

I nodded and leaned back against the wall. Things were starting to get harder for me, and I don't know why. "Hey ushi?.." I spoke, causing him to turn his body towards me completely. He had a curious expression, as if he was yearning for me to speak more. "...how am I supposed to get better?" I asked and looked at him, staring into his eyes. Ushi looked away and sighed.

"The only thing you can do is be more open nano." He spoke. "It would help if you got more friends, and became comfortable with talking to others." I bit the inside of my cheek. "There is always someone who is willing to talk to you." Ushi spoke lastly, causing me to look away. He stood up and held out both of his hands for me so he could pull me up.

"For instance you could start taking to tendou more, he really does enjoy your company." Ushi said as I grabbed his hands, him pulling me up. I nodded. "I suppose it wouldn't hurt." I said quietly. Ushi gave me a small smile and patted my back. "You must get back to practice, they are probably worried." He said. I nodded, i then paused and sighed. "...tell tendou I said hi.." I spoke softly.
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"Y/N-CHANNNNN~!" Cried Uko as she walked over to me. "You had me so worried!" She wailed. She basically fell onto her knees, looking up at me as if I were a god like figure.

I could tell that Uko had been worried, she even decided to talk to me even after I wouldn't speak to her. But why?

I looked down at her, as I seen fake tears spring out her eyes. "Thank you for worrying about me." I spoke softly. Uko stopped everything she was doing and looked up at me with wide eyes. "You spoke.." she said dumbfounded. She jumped up and ran around. "..you actually spoke!! Oh joy!! It's such an honor my goodness.." she blabbered as happy as could be. I stared at her, not really bothering to speak again.

Maybe this could work, i just won't talk as much as needed, only when I'm spoke to? Maybe? Or maybe I could try and compliment people? Maybe? Am I over thinking this?

The others looked over, then seeing me and walking over. I backed up a bit, not wanting to be put into another choke hold. The girl whos name was uruoiku walked over to me, and a few others behind her. I looked down at the floor.

I was a bit embarrassed that they seen me cry and that I had to run off so abruptly. Now that I think of it, it was quite childish.

Uruoiku peered forward. "Hey kiddo, you alright?" She asked a bit concerned. Another girl from behind her poked her head out. "Sorry if my choke hold was too much for you.." she said and stepped out from behind her. "...the names roricho but everyone calls me rori for short." She said. "I'm the team captain." Rori spoke.

I took a good look at her. She had a sweet smile on her face, and was quite tall, just like me. Her black hair complimented her brown eyes. Her face was red, as I could tell she was flustered.

"I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable.." she said lowly. "..it's just, your spike was so cool!" Rori lit up, her eyes basically sparkling. I gave her a nod. Uruoiku glanced over at us, seemingly staring.

Rori looked back. "Oh! By the way, here's a few of the others..." she began to point to a few of the other girls. "....that's nimachyui, one of our wing spikers." I looked over at a tall, blonde with piercing green eyes. She gave me a closed eyed smile and a little wave. "Hiya." She said.

Rori turned to another girl who had short brown curls and bright blue eyes. "That's oumouna, shes our ace." The girl looked over at me and nodded her head.

"Then we have amaterasu, she's one of our blockers." I turned and looked up at a girl who was a few inches taller than me, maybe 6'4? She had streaking platinum hair and pale gray eyes. It's like she towered down on me. A smirk peering across her face as she bent down. "You'll fit good on this team." She said. I back up a bit and nodded to my self.

Uko looked over at me. "That's not even the half of our team, I'm a setter and so is uruoiku." Uko mentioned. Rori smiled proudly. "Yep and I'm a wing spiker!" She said with a wide grin. I looked around at all of them.

It might not be so bad on this team after all.
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(Once again I never read over these and I'm sorry if their are any miss spelled words🙏😖)

I also started this one yesterday but never finished it, this took way longer to write than I expected,,, but look at ushiwaka being a supportive brother :3

Anyways I need more names for these poor characters, I'll also probably sketch them if I have time so you guys can get a visual on what they look like.

Word count: 1274