The Peasants Prince [discontinued]

10. Lost

WARNING FOLLOWING THEMES MAY TRIGGER SOME AUDIENCES.

Young Mi was in a dark room. Nothing inside except for her and a table in the distance. She walked towards it stepping further into the darkness to get to the only other light in the room.

The light seemed to move with her illuminating the slightly red soil beneth her feet. When she reached the table she noticed a knife on the table. Just lying there doing nothing.

Young Mi's hand flew up. Then lunged down onto the table to grab the knife. Once the knife was in her hand it didn't take long for the blade to find her arm.

Young Mi whispered as the blade ran up her arm to make one long cut.

Whimper turned into moans.

Moans turned into screams.

Screams turned into more screams.

The knife would keep on cutting and cutting.

"MAKE IT STOP!!" Young Mi cried out, over and over.

And it did.

Young Mi found herself sitting up right on her mat, breathing heavily and sweating severely.

Youngjae was by her side, desperately holding her shoulders. Tears gleaming in his eyes.

Young Mi stared at him trying to comprehend the emotions whirling through her head. Then she rested her head on his shoulders and wept.

She'd sob and sniffle and cry until her eyes wouldn't give her anymore tears.  Then she just lay down on her mat and thought of how when she was lost in her mind.

And how she used to enjoy the pain the knife would inflict upon her skin.

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Ok so this chapter took forever to write.

I was trying to find the right way to word it and I just couldn't get the right feel for it.

Plus I just started my first in in college (NZ high school) and life is hectic.

But on the bright side I'm losing weight!!

Wow that came out wierd. It's good that I'm losing weight. I'm slightly overweight and it's bad for a girl my age.

Hehe

Love you my beautiful lion pride.

~ Bethan