IF ONLY.....

CHAPTER 34

Cole: so when will you call your mother ntokazi, it’s been three weeks now
She didn’t answer him, she just sighed.
Cole: ntokazi?
Marang: I don’t know
Cole: what’s that supposed to mean....Marang I want to pay your bride price as in yesterday do you understand that
She sighed.
Marang: yes but......but my mother and I don’t see eye to eye Phelo
Cole: just let her know that she will have visitors that’s all please
She sighed.
Marang: she’s gonna insult me and call me names...i just....i can’t im sorry
Cole: just call her ntokazi...please....i know you don’t get along with her but I need to do things the right way...ngiyakucela sthandwa sam ( please my love)
She sighed and slowly took her phone and dialed her mother’s numbers
Cole: put it on loud speaker
She did as it rang for some time then it got answered.
Voice: hello
She froze.
Voice: hello?
Marang swallowed hard.
Marang: ma....mama
They kept quiet for some time.
Her.mother: Marang?
Marang: eeh ke nna mama ( yes it’s me mom)
Her.mother: o batlang? ( what do you want)
Marang closed her eyes briefly as her mother said that harshly.
Marang: how are you?
Her.mother: o nagana gore ke byang after o fetsa gonrugisa ka koko wa moshimane o le o itseng o go rapile ( how do you think I am after being insulted by the grandmother of that boy you claimed raped you)
She swallowed hard as tears filled her eyes.
Marang: ummm ne ke re ke go botse gore next week Saturday o tlo nna le baeng ( ummm I thought I should tell you that next week Saturday you’ll have visitors)
She said ignoring what her mother said.
Her.mother: baeng ba eng? ( what visitors)
Marang: Qophelo asked me to marry him and ba batlo ntsha magadi le didamages ( and they’ll also pay dowry and for damages)
Her.mother: hehe so oimile Marang? ( hehe so you’re pregnant)
She swallowed hard.
Marang: eeh (yes)
Her mother laughed out loud and Cole clenched his jaws as Marang wiped her falling tears.
Her.mother: heh heh ke rapilwe then brugudlu ke imile....o imisitse ke mang Maria mma Jeso...keng ke moya oo halalelang? (he he I was raped then all of a sudden im pregnant...who impregnated you Maria Jesus’s mother....is it the holy spirit?)
Cole: ok that’s enough!
He said with a bold voice.
Her.mother: ke mang oo....wait ke mo loudspeaker?  ( who’s that....wait am I on loud speaker?)
Marang was just sniffing.
Her.Mother: ke yena papa ngwana oo....so yena he didn’t rape you but Mazwi nyana wa batho slept with you and ke rapist heh? ( is it the baby’s father.....so he didn’t rape you but poor Mazwi slept with you and he’s a rapist huh?)
Cole: your evil and cold heart is what will make you remain poor while Marang lives in a mansion and drives an expensive car
Her.Mother: o reng wena? ( what did you say?)
Cole: I said nothing good will come your way because of that evil heart you have...... angazi nokuthi ( I don’t know) why im even surprised cause its clear you’re satan’s bitch!
Then he dropped the call looking angry.
Cole: ntokazi im sorry
Marang: I told you I don’t wanna call her!
She said crying.
Cole: you had to call her ntokazi it was the only way
Marang: no it wasn’t...i told you I don’t want to but you forced me!
She said getting up and walking away.
Cole: Ntokazi
He said getting up too and going after her.
Cole: Marang
Marang: leave me alone
She said still crying.
Cole: sthandwa sam
She got inside the bedroom and she slammed shut the door and locked it.... Cole tried to open the door but she locked it.
Cole: Marang open this door
Nothing.
Cole: Marang stop playing open this door now!
Still nothing.
He turned the handle and pushed the door with force.
Cole: MARANG OPEN THIS DOOR NOW BEFORE I BREAK IT....OPEN IT!
Still nothing then his heart started beating fast.
Cole: Ntokazi im sorry for forcing you to call your mother ok, now open up so I can see that you’re ok
Still nothing.
Cole: MARANG!
Still nothing.
Cole: ooh shit...ooh shit
He said stepping back.
Cole: step away from the door cause im about to break it down!
Still no response.... so he kicked the door hard three times before it broke down and he rushed in....he found her laying on bed facing the other way sniffing....he sighed with relief and rushed to her.
Cole: baby
She didn’t say anything...he got on top of the bed and she was silently crying.
Cole: hey look at me
She opened her eyes and he flipped her making her face up and he got between her legs and he wiped her tears off while looking down at her.
Cole: don’t ever scare me like that ntokazi ok...dont ever in your life scare me like that uyangizwa ( you hear me)
She just looked away with tears coming out.
Cole: im talking to you
She just nodded and he sighed.
Cole: look at me
She did slowly.
Cole: I love you
She looked away.
Cole: look at me ntokazi
She did.
Cole: I said I love you
She sniffed.
Cole: I said I love you Marang
Marang: I love you too
She said with a low tone.
Cole: ngiyaxolisa yezwa ( im sorry ok).....it wasn’t my intension to force you to call her I just didn’t think she’d be like that and say all that
She sniffed and wiped her nose then he perked her lips.
Cole: she can say whatever she wants about you...insult you anyhow she feel like but she will never make me love you any less
Marang: what will it take for her to believe that I was raped....I’ve always been a good daughter to her even though she treated me like garbage
She said crying.
Cole: look at me
He said wiping off her tears.
Cole: guess what sthandwa sam....you don’t need her to be happy.....you don’t need her to believe you.... and you don’t need her money to survive all you need from her is for your lobola to be paid then you wont see her or talk to her if you don’t want to
Marang: her words always break me Phelo, that’s why I don’t call her or ever go home
Cole: im sorry ok
She nodded and he kissed her lips and she kissed him back....the kiss got heated and clothes started falling off and moans and groans filled the room.

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AT KGOSI’S HOUSE

Dineo: I swear that evil woman needs to be beheaded and her head thrown inside a pit toilet nxa....who the hell does she think she is....nxa I don’t even know why Marang called her.....ke moloi nthwela....serathae sa moloi...mpya ya mosela wa sathane....in fact ke sefebe sa moloi nxa( that thing is a witch....a bastard witch....a dog with satan’s tale....in fact she’s a witch that is a whore nxa)
She said to herself a bit louder that Kgosi who was walking past her bedroom door that was slightly opened....she had a towel wrapped around her body, she just taken a shower right after she spoke to Marang on the phone so she was fuming with anger....he scanned her body from up to down and he swallowed hard as his manhood was getting hard.
Kgosi: fuck!
He thought. Then Dineo took something from the bed and it was a thick black veined dildo with balls on it and his dick became flaccid instantly and he opened the door wide with a frown on his face.
Dee: the fuck Kgosi!
She said holding the towel tight so it doesn’t fall while her other hand held her dildo hiding it behind her.
Kgosi: what the fuck is that!
Dee: why didn’t you knock...you’re invading my privacy man
Kgosi: what the hell are you doing with that shitty thing Mmabontle?
Dee: what are you doing into my room without knocking?
Kgosi: drop that thing to the floor
Dee: get out of my bedroom Kgosi before ontlatsa motete....etswa! ( before you piss me off...out!)
Kgosi: I said drop it to the floor Mmabontle!
He said with a bold scary tone.....he was suddenly angry and he didn’t even know why.
Dee: you have no right to...
Kgosi: I SAID ON THE FLOOR!
He roared which made her jump a bit startled.
Dee: fine tseya! ( fine take)
She said shoving it to his chest and he let it fall to the floor.
Kgosi: what are you doing with this shit
Dee: leave Kgosi
She said as she turned to walk to the bathroom but Kgosi grabbed her upper arm and turned her around roughly and that made her to let go of the towel and it got loosened and fell to the floor leaving her naked....she quickly picked up the towel and wrapped it back around her body but not quick enough for Kgosi to not see her nicely shaved fat pussy and baby bump.
Dee: get out!
She said going to the door and holding it open leaving Kgosi frozen where he was standing with his mouth slightly open and his jaw dropped.
Dee: I said out Kgosi!
He composed himself and he put his hand inside his pocket and fixed his boner then he went to the night stand and took some tissue and went to pick that dildo up with it and he went to the door.
Dee: leave my dildo!
He ignored her and walked out of the door.
Dee: KGOSI GIVE ME BACK MY SHIT!
She said following him all the way downstairs with only her towel wrapped around her body.
Dee: KGOSI DON’T PISS ME OFF.... GIVE ME MY SHIT BACK!
He ignored her and walked towards the French door that led to the backyard and she followed him...The house helper came to see what was going on cause Dineo was shouting.
Helper: ooh Jehovah!
She exclaimed and quickly turned when she saw the big veined dildo on Kgosi’s hand and she rushed away calling Jesus’s name over and over.

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AT ZAKHELE AND VUYISWA’S HOUSE

The past three weeks has been hell for her, Zakhele did freeze his personal account, business account and their joint account only leaving her personal account unfroze, she has expensive taste so surviving only on the money that is on her personal account was a bitter pill to swallow.....she soldiered on for a week and that was it for her, her daughter needed her allowance and she needed to send money to her parents back home in the Eastern Cape for their upkeep and also pamper herself, so the following week she went to the police station to drop the charges against Zakhele and that’s when she got the shock of her life.....Zakhele was admitted in hospital and his condition was critical, they said he was attacked by other inmates..... She went to the hospital and Lindiwe chased her out embarrassing her in the process

She promised her daughter a big birthday party, her birthday is in four weeks’ time and she’s a little short of cash, she thought of selling some things in the house or one of her cars but it was an embarrassing thing for her to do and plus there’s no guarantee that all those things will get sold at this short period of time......She was in the back porch with a glass of wine on her hand and a small platter of different cheese, crackers, and fruits.
Vuyi: ooh fuck it!
She put the glass down and picked her phone and dialed a number.....it rang for some time.
Cole: what the hell do you want?
She sighed......she would never get used to him being his cold towards her even though its been years.
Vuyi: hi
Cole: ufunani Vuyiswa ( what do you want Vuyiswa)
Vuyi: I need help Qophelo.....i need you to borrow me some money, Zakhele froze the accounts and Vuyelwa’s birthday is coming up and you know your niece likes the finer things in life.....she’s like her mama
She chuckled nervously.
Cole: and what makes you think I’d help you
She sighed.
Vuyi: cause you once loved me and Vuyelwa is your niece Qophelo
Cole chuckled.
Cole: you mean not by blood but by marriage right
Vuyi: excuse me?
Cole: we both know she’s the one that is not Zakhele’s child while Mazwi was his..... I always said Mazwi isn’t his just to hurt him and I thought he would do a DNA test to prove me wrong but I guess my brother isn’t that smart
Vuyiswa swallowed hard with her heart beating fast.
Vuyi: how dare you Qophelo.....how dare you question my daughter’s paternity and insult me in the process!
Cole: we both know im right so go fuck yourself and never call me again...fucken bitch!
He then dropped the call leaving her shocked, hurt and...... more shocked.

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AT KGOSI’S HOUSE

Kgosi was busy melting the dildo with a blowtorch while Dineo was crying for him to stop.....She then sat down on the ground as she sobbed defeated....Kgosi put the blowtorch down and went to her.
Kgosi: get up!
Dineo: I hate you....i fucken hate you Kgosi....in case you’re blind, I need that dildo cause im pregnant...my hormones are driving me crazy and im always horny Kgosi and you just melted it....you killed my dildo....you killed my dick and I hate you!
He pulled her up roughly with her screaming that he should let her go.....he then grabbed her hand and put it on his slightly hard dick and she froze.
Kgosi: you wanna be fucked right....then this will fuck you anyhow you want.....this should be the first and last time you poke my princess with that shitty thing wankutlwa Mmabontle!
She sniffed and swallowed as his dick was growing hard on her hand.
Kgosi: every time you’re horny just send an sms and I’ll come fuck you any how you want....now stop acting crazy and crying over a fucken silicone!
She wiped her tears off with her other hand....as for the hand on his dick it was shaking a bit cause nigga was packing pretty big....it was thick and she could tell it was long too....she wanted to pull her hand away but it was like it was glued there.
Kgosi: you done being crazy?
His dick was getting harder and harder and it wasn’t hard to feel it cause he was wearing sweatpants....his dick twitched and she felt a river going down the inside her thighs and she closed her thighs with her clit twitching.
Dee: ooh God
Kgosi: let’s go take care of that itch
Dee: huh?
She quickly came back to her senses when he said that and she pulled her hand away from his dick.
Dee: umm i...i don’t think....ummm that won’t...be necessary
She then cleared her throat and turned rushing away with her now sticky thighs and Kgosi shook his head chuckling.   

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AT THE HOSPITAL

Lindiwe and Zakhele’s real father were sitting in the waiting room, waiting for visiting time to come so they can go see him.
Tom: I can’t believe this happened to my son
Lindiwe: and I blame that witch Vuyiswa, if she didn’t get him arrested none of this would have happened to him
She said wiping her tears off.
Tom: he beat up his wife Lindi, what did you think was gonna happen
Lindiwe: he only slapped her and she left the house and came back with a totally swollen face and a blue eye.....clearly she planned all this
Tom sighed.
Tom: I just can’t accept that he can’t walk anymore...i cant
Lindiwe: the doctor said with a lot of dedication to physical therapy then he might walk again
Tom just shook his head with a frown on his face....then Lindiwe’s phone rang and she answered it.
Lindiwe: hello
Voice: Malindi unjani? ( Malindi how are you)
She froze.....she knew that voice very well and only one person calls her that.
Voice: put me on loud speaker I want to talk to your boyfriend too
She slowly did with her heart pounding hard and her hand shaking.
Voice: ngizwile bathi uMazwi ( I heard that Mazwi) is in hospital and he can’t walk anymore
Lindiwe: no...no you’re dead.... we buried you Qophelo
She said with a shaky voice and Tom froze too with his eyes popped out
Senior: what you meant to say is, you and Tom had me killed right?
Lindiwe: wh...what...no we....i
Senior: well I just wanted to tell you two to sleep with one eye opened....im back baby...ooh and Tom your wife just got the proof she wanted to divorce your cheating ass and take half of your shit and guess what im gonna help her take every shit you own
Tom: wh...what?
Senior: and know that I have eyes and ears everywhere so don’t even think of getting her killed you piece of shit!
Then he dropped the call leaving them shaking with fear.