Playing with fire

fucked up again

I woke up to Samy yelling I rush out of the tent.

Me: wtf is wrong

Samy: nothing

Me: then why the hell are you yelling

Samy: because you wouldn't wake the fuck up

I look around to see everyone awake except for Mar

Me: well then wheres Mar

I turn around to see him

Mar: worried about me mamas

Me: no I just thought it was my lucky day and a bear attacked you

He rolls his eyes, damn he really the CEO of eye-rolling

-------Later--------

The day was pretty fucking boring and all I wanted to do was go home even Samy looked tired it was about 8:00 PM and everyone was just exhausted. We were sitting by the bomb fire and Samy won't stop singing songs and telling stories.

Mattia: Samy shut the fuck up

Mattia says while his arm is around Vanessa

Samy: you know what fuck all of you im going to bed

He then walks to the tent, im just sitting with my blanket beside Michelle

Michelle: hey so umm I was wondering...

Me: yeah

Michelle: well I was wondering if it would be ok if I slept with Ale tonight

Me: wait you're gonna fuck Ale

I may have said it a bit too loud because everyone just looked at us

Michelle: no im not gonna fuck him im gonna bunk with him

Me: oh yeah of course

Michelle: okay im leaving before you change your mind

She then grabs Ale and they go in the tent, but why the hell would i... no...no...no shit.

Kairi then went into Samys tent and then Mattia and Vanessa then headed to bed and that left one tent and two people me and Mar. I then start to head for the tent while Mar runs cold water on the fire I go into the tent and realize my plan had gone to shit Mar just opens the tent and looks at me.

Mar: why the fuck...

Me: don't waste your breath god knows you're gonna die soon anyway, Michelle and Ale wanted to sleep together.

Mar: who said I did

Me: yeah well I don't really want to be in here either so you can sleep outside if you want.

Mar: you're not that special

Me: aww you think im special

I say sarcastically

Mar: not that type of special

I scuff, he then hops in the bed and faces away from me.

It's about 3:am when I hear something shaking the tent so I shake Mar.

Me: Mariano, wake the fuck up

He groans and scratches the back of his head

Mar: ve a dormir (go to sleep)

He mumbles

Me: no shut the fuck up something is outside the tent.

He then slowly gets up and looks at me.

Mar: im up

All of a sudden the tent shakes again and we can hear little animals, he gets up and looks out the tent.

Mar: you're fucking kidding me

He mumbles

Mar: their fucking raccoons

Me: they can do a lot of damage

He looks at me as if im stupid

Mar: me despiertas por Esta mierda (you wake me up for this shit)

He mumbles

Me: pensé que iba a morir ( i thought I was gonna die)

I mumble Mar then looks at me with shock

Me: wow I know impressive I speak Spanish

Im mumbling random words I don't even understand, but I can feel Mars stare on me

Me: I can feel you look at me

Mar: good

I look up to see how fucking close we actually were he was in front of me, with his messy hair and his eyes locked on mine the whole time. I didn't even realize I was leaning in till I could feel his hot breath on my lips. I then get a buzz on my phone and then Mar grabs it before I could, he looks at it freezes and gets up and unzips the tent, I obviously follow him out.

Me: Mar wtf are you doing its cold

He doesn't say anything

Me: why do you do this

I say as I walk around

He continues to be silent

So I walk up to him and grab his hand he then shoves my hand away

Me: what the fuck is your problem can you not be an asshole for one day in your life?

I say starting to get mad

Mar: just leave me the fuck alone

He says not even having the decency to look at me

I've had enough of him he's so goddamn confusing it makes me mad. Wow, I think I really fucked it up this time.

A/N I am so sorry I haven't updated in forever I rewrote this chapter like 7 times cause I just wasn't vibing with the other 6 times so here and thanks for #1Mariano tag anyway end of chapter 12 comment n vote