Playing with fire

Maybe I want you

I'm heading towards the bench to see all the guys staring at me

Me: what's up guys

I say awkwardly, they all stay quiet Samy then coughs loudly

Samy: im going to get these guys head in the game but can you find mar for me?

Samy askes

Me: yeah sure

I don't want to find Mar because I'm probably the last person he wants to talk to but I guess he's going to have to deal with it. I'm looking for Mar but I can't find him, I then smell a strong scent of weed.

Me: Mar!

Mar: whos asking.

I hear from the corner of the building, I walk up to him and the second I see him he rolls his eyes.

Me: you know getting high before the game even starts is a bad idea.

Mar: so what's it to you.

Me: well I don't want to see you fall on your face if that's what you're asking.

Mar: I doubt that

Me: im serious

I grab the blunt out of his hands and put it on the ground

Mar: hey!

Me: get your head in the game

Mar: why are you even here

Me: as much as you may dislike me I care about you

Mar then mumbles something

Mars; POV

Madison: as much as you may dislike me I care about you

Me: seems like you care about a lot of people

I mumble

Madisons' POV

Me: come on Mar

Mar: no

Me: for me

I whine, he hesitantly moves but not fast enough so I grab his hand and lead him back towards the game, we reach by our bench and the game is about to start im still holding Mars' hand till I see mark look at me then at our hands Mar noticed what happened and we both let go at the same time, Mar sits down on the bench and Mark goes and sits down on his bench. Wow, im trying to fuck things over with everyone.

Just then the ref blows his whistle and the game starts. Wow Mar is really good he scored in the first two minutes but then Mark also scored. The game was coming to an end and the score was close it was 5-4 for us it came down to the last 4 seconds and... Luca scored the final was game tied 5-5. They shake hands and come back to the bench.

I high five the guys and go to see Mark who was leaving.

Me: wait up Mark

Mark: what

Me: you're not gonna say bye or anything

He continues to walk I grab his wrist

Me: what's wrong

Mark: nothing

Me: im not an idiot

Mark: and neither am i

He walked away, fine

I walk back to the guys they're all standing in a group

Samy: trouble and paradise?

Me: Seems like it

Kairi: he's probably gay

Mattia: he's definitly gay if he's trying to let you go

I look at Mar but it seems he doesn't even care

Me: well I'm not just gonna let him leave like that so I'll meet you guys later

Samy: ok bye

I run to Mark, Luca and Maximo and I tell Luca to drive to the cafe before they go home

Once they reach the cafe Mark was confused about why they were there

I went up to mark

Me: were gonna talk

Mark: fine

We walk in the cafe and Maximo and Luca find their booth I sit down with Mark.

Me: what's the problem

Mark: the Castano guy

Me: the Castano guy, what does Mar have to do with anything

Mark: im, not an idiot, I see the way you look at him Madison

Me: I don't know what you're even saying

Mark: im just upset that you lied to me you could have said that you were a thing I would've been fine with it

Me: Mark

Mark: no I'm lying to you

Me: what are you even saying

Mark: do you like him or not

Me: that doesn't matter

Mark: im lying if I said I didn't want to get back with you

Me: WAIT..., WH..

Mark: do you like him or not

He says, omg he's lowkey breaking down

Me: it doesn't matter if I like him or not because I know he doesn't like me back!

Fuck what did I just say, I just told my ex-boyfriend whos always been good to me who wants to get back together that I like someone else who doesn't even like me back. Shit, I fucked up.

Mark: that's all I wanted to know

He then walked away with teary eyes. He's almost at his car and I run up to him I hold his face in my hands and I give him the longest hug he gives me a small smile and he hops in the car, and he's gone.

We stayed at the cafe for a while so it's too late to go to Mars' i don't even want to go to Mars' i just confest my feelings about a person who will never even like meback well fuck.

Mars' POV

Santiago never came but why should I care right? Everyone left its about one in the morning but one thing kept running threw my head it was like I had to remind myself so i didn't do anything stupid...

She has a boyfriend.

A/N end of chapter 4