Playing with fire

The last goodbye

Vanessa: i'm gonna miss you guys

Vanessa says tearing up as me, Taylor and Michelle help her pack the rest of her suitcase

Me: Don't make me start crying

I say trying not to breakdown and hugging Vanessa

Vanessa: I just wish we had more time

Taylor: damn three weeks really fly bye

Michelle: You have to come back before the last dance

Vanessa: I'll try

Is all she says before grabbing her stuff and we make our way downstairs to see the rest of the group in the living room

Vanessa: Well we better go then

Vanessa says sadly and Mattia grabs her things and puts them in the car, It was a silent ride on the way to the airport when we eventually got to the way of our last goodbyes as Vanessa was about to board the plane as she's hugging Michelle, as she goes to hug me she starts to cry I hold her tight as I also start to break down

Vanessa: I'm gonna miss you

She barely says through her tears

Me: I'll miss you more

Vanessa: You really were my best friend even through our ups and downs

Me: Especially through our ups and downs

I say hugging her even tighter before she goes to Mattia and I go to Mar

Mar: Don't cry mamas

Mar reassures me by hugging me and wiping the tears under my eyes, I take another glimpse at Vanessa leaving Mattias embrace before she waves us away with teary eyes and gets on the plane. I don't know why i'm getting so emotional she's not gone forever, right?. Mar, Mattia Samy and I spent our day together mostly because of Mattia cause even though I was sad it was probably nothing compared. Alejandro, Michelle and Kairi went off to Michelles volleyball game as we all hung out at Samys. I'm currently laying on Mar on the couch as Samy tries to make Mattia feel better from the kitchen as Mattia sits on the couch. Samy then heads over to us and takes a seat

Samy: Anyone up for a movie

Me: sure

Samy then puts on coraline and Kairi, Ale and Michelle walk in towards the middle of the movie

Kairi: This creepy shit

Michelle: Shush I love this movie

Kairi rolls his eyes as they take a seat

Ale: You good Mattia

Ale says sitting beside Mattia

Mattia: Yeah

Is all he says keeping his eyes on the screen the whole time

Me: I can make popcorn

I say grabbing Mar and bringing him into the kitchen

Me: I feel bad for Mattia

I say looking at Mattia and then back at Mar

Mar: He's good

Me: He doesn't look good Mar

Mar: You look good

He says looking at me

Me: No

I say smiling

Mar: Why you smiling like that I wasn't gonna do shi