Playing with fire

Apologies

- same time -

Me: we need to go to the hospital

Samy: what, are you ok... ill drive

...

Samy's driving prolly going over the speed limit by a bit while I'm in the back with Mar cuddled next to him he hasn't said one word through the drive there and neither has Samy

Mar: what's wrong

He says in the quietest voice

Me: idk I just saw blood and panicked

He holds me even tighter

...

We eventually get there and the hospital isn't really that busy. We headed into the ER and they gave us a room. I'm currently sitting on the bed while Mar sits on the chair close to the beds bottom half next to the wall with his hands on his face. While Samy's somewhere in the waiting area

Dr: Im doctor Santo I looked back and...

I couldn't even focus on what she was saying I just kept staring at Mar how does he feel about it cause I really don't know how I feel im clearly not in a happy state but I can't bring myself to cry either maybe it was supposed to be this way and God was giving me a second chance maybe i'd be the worst mother and... I was brought out of my thoughts when Mar storms out of the room and Dr. Santo leaves

Samy's POV

It just doesn't make any sense is she dying I mean she shows up at my house at 2 in the morning balls out her eyes and needs a place to stay she doesn't answer her moms calls, it wasn't like she wasn't even acting sus before march break-even came she disappears and Mar has been acting super protective... and then it cliques, ohhhh, oh shit

Mads POV

I walk out still to see Samy looking at his feet he looks up to see me and I could see it in his face he knew but I didn't even care I continued to see Mar walking outside

Me: Mar

I call he doesn't even say anything, I go out to him and grab his arm and he faces away from me

Me: Mar

I say quietly

Me: please look at me

He faces me and looks down, making his hair cover half of his face. I take my hands and lightly put them on either side of his face making him look at me, is he... I watch as a tear rolls down his cheek I've never seen this boy cry and something about it makes me want to cry

Me: I'm so sorry

I say finally crying he then hugs me and Samy walks out

Samy: ill pull up the car

He says quietly, I let go of Mar and wipe my eyes man do I hate crying 

...

Samy: I can drop you off with Mar

Samy says as he drives us home

Me: no, ... I need to go home

I say quietly, the ride back was really silent as Samy drove and Mar looked out the window and I sat in the passenger seat, we eventually dropped off Mar and went to my house

Me: thx Samy

I say hopping out of the car

Samy: any time

...

I walk up to my driveway and quietly enter the house I face the door trying to make it shut as quietly as possible I finally shut it and I turn around to see Noah standing there