Playing with fire

Thoughts

--- same time --

Alessya: I told him I loved him

She says looking down at the ground

Me: oh

She sighs and takes a big sip

Me: im sorry

Alessya: no it's fine

I give her a hug and then walk away.

Vanessa's POV

Im just talking with some girls from the soccer team and then I see Mads, what the fuck happened to her she looked worried, confused and as if someone just held her at gunpoint, I go to get Mar because maybe he'll know.

Me: hey Mar

Mar: yea

He mumbles

Me: umm Mads is a bit off

He gives me a weird look, then he leaves

Mads POV

Me: I want to go home

Mar: aight

We hopped in the car and I nearly fell

Mars POV

Shes drunk

Mads POV

Mar: whats wrong

Me: nothing

I stay quiet

Mar: im not dumb

Me: I was talking to Alessya...

Mar: what the fuck Madison

He says a bit louder

Mar: why are you talking to her

Me: I can talk to whoever I want

Mar: yea cause you seem so happy after that conversation

We stay there in silence,

Me: just bring me home

The car ride was silent and long, I asked Mar to dropped me off cause I wanted some alone time, I leave and go upstairs onto my roof, I know Samy wouldn't be joining me cause he's still at the party, I missed Samy we don't seem to be as close as we were at the beginning of the year.

Me: oh Madison you fucked up

I just kept thinking and thinking, I mean I don't want to fuck it up I still love him but maybe it wasn't the right time I mean he didn't say it back. I don't want to lose Mar as Alessya did. I spent a couple of hours on my roof just thinking till I decided my life is shit n went to bed.

Maricelis POV

Im in my room just face timing someone till I hear Mar walk upstairs to go in his room he sighs and flops on his bead, the hell happened now.

Mars' POV

I regret everything

Mads POV

I wake up with a minor headache it's March 2nd so it's almost my birthday but I wasn't very excited, I kept worrying about the situation with Mar. Of course, everyone's at Samys so I decided to get dressed I put on some sweats and a hoodie and I put my hair in a messy bun, I walk over and go in the room everyone was there except for Mar, I

go to sit with Samy on the bed.

Samy: how are you Mads

Me: Not the best