Playing with fire

The reason why

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Vanessa's POV

Yesterday Samy dropped of Mads at my house cause he didn't want to change her or answer any questions the next day, yesterday was hella scary with Victor not taking the hint to when Mads was drugged after they left a big fight broke out and Mattia punched Victor in the face, I tried to stop them but it wasn't any use Mattia got a couple scratches but Victory got a fat black eye, I look up to see Mads waking up.

Me: hey baby girl

Mads: Mar?

Me: no Vanessa

I explain everything that happened yesterday but she didn't really have a reaction she was just blank as if she was in disbelief.

Mad's POV

I thank Vanessa for taking care of me but wtf someone, some asshole tried to fucking rape me I just wanted to go home so that's what I did. I reached home to see that ma was back I walked in to see her smiling.

Ma: Mija I got here last night but you weren't here

She gives me a fat hug, but this time I really hugged her back I've never wanted to be held more she gives me a weird look because usually, it's just a short hug.

Ma: Mija you alright

No, but what was I supposed to say, hey Ma while you were gone I almost got raped yeah hell no I would never be allowed out of the house ever again. I went up to my room and slept. I didn't even want to do anything else everyone was texting me back n forth but the one person's name that I wanted to see on my screen never came up.

---------next day----------

It was time for school and I already know everyone knows about the party so I go in my closet and pick out black leggings and a grey hoodie I look in the mirror and straighten my hair and then pull my hood up I say bye to my mom and I leave.

I reach school and I can already see people staring at me there were rumours that I got raped or I wanted to fuck Victor but couldn't because I was a virgin to Im the one that punched Victor in the face shit was it gonna be a long day. I walk into class to only see Samy.

Samy: hey Mads you better

Me: yeah, umm where's everyone else

Samy: well Mattia got suspended for punching Victor and I don't know where Mar is

The lesson soon started and it just ended up being Samy and me, not that I don't like Samy but the class didn't feel the same I didn't have Mattia being his dirty self or Mar who was always on his phone yet somehow always gave me glances from his seat. The class came to an end and Samy and I went our separate ways, I decided not to have lunch with the boys and I went out to a cafe with Vanessa and Michelle.

Michelle: So you don't remember anything from yesterday

Me: not really the last thing I remember was Victor being an ass

Vanessa: I'm sorry Mads, hear anything from Mar?

Me: not one word but I don't want to worry about him

We ate our lunch then later headed back to school and Samy told us to go to his house so I did I drove back home first cause I wanted to change I put on some grey sweats and a white tube top I headed to Samys and saw everyone but Mar.

Me: Mattia!

I shout because I haven't seen him all day, he turns around and tackles me

Mattia: Mads I got suspended for the day but i'm back tomorrow

He does a little dance while Ale looks at him as if he's crazy, Michelle and Vanessa are making a tiktok, Mattia, Ale and Kairi are just chilling on the bed and Samy and I are just talking but I couldn't be here anymore.

Me: hey guys i'm gonna leave

Vanessa: so soon?

Me: yeah im a bit tired

I say my goodbyes and go to my car, and somehow I found myself at Mars house, I nock on the door and Mariceli answers

Mariceli: he's upstairs

Me: thanks

I walk up stairs too his room and knock on the closed door

Mar: Mariceli jus fuck off

He sighs

Me: it's not Mariceli

And I open the door to see Mar just on the bed

Me: where the fuck have you been

He gets up and just looks at me

Me: do I not deserve a response, you leave me and then say shit

Mar: Mads

Me: Don't Mads me, you didn't even bother to come to school

I didn't mean to come to his house and be angry but that was the only emotion I was feeling at the moment.

Mar: you don't need me

Me: what the fuck are you talking about

Mar: its all my fucking fault if i didnt make you go to that dumb ass party you wouldnt of gottenn spiked

He seemed really upset

Me: it's not your fault

I go to him and we sit on the end of his bed

Mar: you almost got ...

I cut him of and move his head to face mine

Me: i'm ok nothing happened

He just sat there and put his hands in his face

Mar: but it could of

Me: but it didn't

I bring his face close to mine

Me: im ok

I whisperer

Mar: ok

He says in a broken voice, I felt so bad he was having all this guilt for nothing. How was I supposed to be mad at him, yeah he didn't say anything but this boy was broken. We stayed there in silence for a bit but it wasn't awkward at all we were just enjoying each others presence. He then looks at me like he's contemplating something.

Mar: I...

Me: hmm what

Mar: Mads I think I

Just then Mariceli goes barging in

Mariceli: oh umm sorry but i'm taking the car

And she storms away

Me: yeah

Mar: I forgot

Bullshit, I dragged his ass downstairs and we watched a movie. The movie was shit but it somehow was fun.

Mar: Mads, im sorry

Me: you're forgiven Mar what more do you want

He just smirks n licks his lips

Mar: you

A/N end of chapter 18 muah comment n vote