Playing with fire

I love you

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Me: hey Mark

Mark: Madison?

Me: yeah

Mark: its 3:00am

Me: I'm sorry this is a mistake you're probably sleeping

Mark: no it's fine I wasn't sleeping anyway

He says in a tired voice

Mark: Mads why are you calling?

Me: I need you...

...

I ended up talking to Mark about everything for the last couple of nights, but the more I talked to him the more I wished it was Mar.

-days later -

Samy's POV

We all came to Mads house today because we haven't seen or heard from her in forever I can tell Mar is worried and he's trying to hide his emotions from us but im not stupid. When we all hang out he's just sad or mad and I can't help him cause all he does is think about Mads.

Taylor: just kick the fucking door down

Vanessa: it's not our house we can't just barge in there

Michelle: well I mean she's close with Mar and Samy

Samy: alright you guys head to Mattias and Mar and I will catch up

Ale: alright text us if you need anything

Mads Pov

I'm currently sitting against the wall holding the pregnancy test just looking at it drowning in my thoughts Noah, Ma and Pa aren't here and I've just been sitting here all-day

Samy's POV

I grab the key from under the matt and open up the house, I slowly walk in and Mar trails behind

Me: Madison you up there?

No answer I know she's here because her cars parked

Me: Mar can you?

I ask looking at him

Mar: yeah

He mumbles

Me: I'm gonna go out because none of them can actually drive

Mars POV

Samy rushes out the door leaving me in Mads empty house, I'm walking up the stairs n I feel nervous she hasn't talked to anyone in a couple of days never mind me but at the same time im mad she tells me not to leave her and that's exactly what she did to me.

I rush out of my thoughts when I get to her door I knock on the door and no answer so I open it to see her on the ground

Me: what the fuck

Mads POV

I hear a knock on the door so I hide the test behind me and Mar walks in

Mar: what the fuck

I just sit there trying to hold in the tears

Mar: you didn't respond to my texts

He says with anger rising in his voice

Mar: or calls

Me: Mar

I say quietly

Mar: I haven't heard your voice in so long...

I just hide my face

Mar: idk wtf is happening with you Santiago but I can't fucking help you if you don't tell me whats going on. You promised me mamas I thought you were hurt or you...

I couldn't lie anymore. It was hurting me and I know it's hurting him. I cut him off by tossing the test at his feet.

He looked at it confused and the anger in his face slowly started to change

Mar: mamas...

He whispers, I get up and head in the washroom I can't be in the same room as him rn I stand in front of the mirror and look at myself I have bags under my eyes and my hair isn't a cute messy bun it's just messy same as everything else with me just then the door opens and there stands Mar

Me: Look, I've caused you enough trouble you don't have to sta...

He then pulls me towards him and hugs me with so much embrace

Mar: don't say that mamas

He whispers in my ears sending chills down my spine I missed him so much

Me: im sorry

I say finally crying out

Mar: no hay nada que lamentar (there's nothing to be sorry for)

He says in a low voice and hugs me even more

...

We end up heading downstairs and eating cereal and in the first time that feels like forever I was actually hungry

...

Me: so what game do you wanna play then

I say looking at him looking at me as I go through the boardgames

Mar: hmm this one

He pulls out the game of life

Me: that game is so long

Mar: then more time with you hermosa

I just smile and set up the game in the living room

Me: ok so im green n ur blue

We've been playing for at least 15 minutes and it's my turn to go again I grab the die and roll it

Me: I get a baby boy

I say picking up a blue person and putting it in my car, Mar then also grabs a blue person

Me: Mar you don't get that

He just sits there and continues to play

Me: I'm not gonna play with a cheater

I laugh

Me: Mar

I get off the ground and go on his side of the small table where he's sitting on the couch

Me: you're cheating

I say pushing him and holding him down on the couch as I sit on his legs

Mar: Nah

Me: you just did right there

I say pointing and looking at the game just then he gently pulls my shirt so im laying on him

Mar: it's my baby too

He whispers, I slowly move back and look at him

Mar: I love you

He says in a quiet voice

I lean in and kiss him for what felt much needed in the last couple of days

Me: I love you too

Mars POV

She doesn't understand how much I need her

A/N gosh idk what to say bc ik what happens in this book n yall don't