It had only been a couple days into the two weeks and Corbyn is a mess. The thoughts he's recently been having are manipulative and unhealthy.
He had horrible voices in his mind telling him his mother won't accept him, making him believe that he'll get grounded or even worse, kicked out.
He hadn't told his friends but they would keep telling him positive things. They had a thing going where every morning when they woke up (which was definitely scattered and sometimes even in the afternoon) each boy would send Corbyn a message, each boy with a different thing, every day. There had been no repeats and Corbyn was pretty certain there wouldn't be.
The boys made him happy, extremely happy, well for the time spent reading the messages. After reading them his smile would fade as the thoughts clogged up his mind again.
He was in a depressive episode, he didn't know how to get out except for well, seeing what happened once he told her. He didn't like how that was the only way he thought of to get rid of it but it was the best.
His friends always told him that if he got kicked out or anything they were there and they would gladly take him in. Although Corbyn didn't want to be a bother or a nuisance. He also didn't want any of his friends to get kicked out if he were to go stay with one of them, what if their parents acted the same and wouldn't let Corbyn stay with them? Or what if they didn't like how their son was associated with him so they kicked both of them out? or maybe they'd make them cut all connections with Corbyn. Then he'd have no where to go, or they would have no where to go. Yeah he might be able to stay with one the other boys but what if two of them get kicked out, what then? None of the other boys parents would take on two people, heck taking on one is bad enough.
His brain hurt, it hurt from thinking too much. His eyes burned, they burned from fighting back tears, his vision was hazy which strained his eyes, hurting them and his brain even more. His mouth was dry and his lips were cracked, bleeding every so often. Of course when he would go downstairs or interact with his mother he'd look perfectly fine, maybe a little tired but anything else went unnoticed. He was driving himself crazy. And only when two weeks was up he could hopefully relieve himself of it.
only one more week and a couple days
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