"i'm gay" Corbyn spoke out to his mother, once she was smiling but now, she was angry. He facial expressions showed it all, his worst nightmare was coming true. "how dare you. how dare you disgrace our family like this. go upstairs and pack your things. i don't even call you a son anymore." She scowled at the scared blonde, tears rolling down his cheeks.
The blonde jolted awake and once he realised it was all a dream he groaned, why today. Yes, Corbyn was going to tell his mother his news right after he told Jordan but she was going out on a date with Jeff and didn't want to cause a scene so he left it.
Corbyn rubbed his eyes and sat up, resting his elbows on his knees and his head in his hands he cursed. His knees were wobbling and his hands were shaking, it was so nerve wracking that his dreams were being affected. however, this just made the boy want to tell her more, he knew deep down she would accept him in a heartbeat and if he told her now his mental state would improve again, well that is unless she doesn't accept him.
The thought weighed on Corbyn's shoulders as he threw on a shirt, it was warm but Corbyn wasn't feeling out there or comfortable today due to the event he had planned.
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Breakfast went smoothly yet his mother noticed the same weird aura around him just like she had the previous morning, putting her on edge. She was worried that her son was doing something bad during the night that mad him not sleep or he had been doin drugs - they had terrible side affects - but she hoped there was no need for an explanation.
Corbyn left the breakfast table earlier than everyone else, he needed to think hard and fast about what he was going to say. He climbed the sometimes torturous stairs and made it into his room. First he decided on getting changed, a way to feel confident is to make sure you're dressed in something you feel confident in so the blonde fished out his best clothes. Corbyn was a very stylish dresser, he was a typical teenager but had adapted 'cool' dressing earlier than most.
Before long the boy was looking at himself in his mirror with a smile, his light blue orbs travelled down his body. He took in his loose black tee that was tucked into his favourite pair of black ripped jeans. He had his chains and rings on, giving him the known bad boy look but he loved it, he looked hot. He brushed his hair quickly and sprayed on some cologne before going over to his bed and flopping down.
He lay on his back with his eyes closed before he heard a gentle knock on his wooden door. "Come in" The blonde spoke, sighing before sitting upright just as his younger siblings walked in. "hey corb" Ashley spoke and the two came and sat on his bed next to him after closing the door. The oldest boy crossed his legs and rested his head in his hands.
The two younger siblings looked at each other with concerned faces, giving each other 'that look' as to say "what do we do?"
There was silence for a moment before the blonde girl spoke. "corb, are you sure you want to do this?" She asked. Corbyn hummed, still not making an attempt to look at his siblings. "are you sure?" Jordan asked. "i have to. i don't want to hide it from her and possibly have her finding out from someone else. i can't lie to her." Corbyn mumbled, but loudly and clearly enough for the two to both hear. "ok, do you want us to come down with you?" Ashley's soft voice asked with concern as she placed her hand on his shoulder. Corbyn sighed before sitting back up normally shaking his head. "no thank you. i have to do this on my own. i love you both" He stood up from the bed and gave a weak smile to his brother and sister, them returning reassuring ones.
The blonde left his room and made his way downstairs, mumbling to himself that he can do it on the way down. The boy put on a light smile and tried to control his heart rate, he didn't want to come off terrified. Corbyn finally made it into the kitchen where his mother was sat at the island, drinking a cup of coffee and probably reading a book on her ipad. She put the device down and smiled at her oldest as she saw him come in.
"hey momma, are you busy?" He asked her as he slowly sat down on a bar stool opposite her. "no hunny, what's up?" The blonde woman replied. "i have something important to share with you." Corbyn said wearily. She nodded her head and shut her screen off, putting it off to the side. "um well i'm growing up and part of that is finding out who i am." The blonde stopped and breathed shakily, his mother growing a little worried placed her hand on his ones that were already resting on the table. She gave them a light squeeze which made Corbyn feel a little better.
"i started having these different feelings that confused me and that i didn't think i should've. but um then i realised something important." The blonde continued. "i really hope this doesn't change our relationship or how you think of me, if you hated me i couldn't live with myself." Corbyn took a deep breath as he could see his mother was getting antsy. "i'm into guys, not girls" he said, lowering his eyes unable to face her.
"awe Corbyn sweetheart, i'm so proud of you!" The woman exclaimed, Corbyn lifting his head up in shock at her words. "really?" Corbyn asked as a smile rugged at his lips. "of course! baby i could never be upset about who you fancy. you can't control these things! i'm just so happy that you're letting me in and telling me. i always had suspicions, a mother's instinct is almost never wrong" She smiled happily and Corbyn was overjoyed at her words. She got off her stool and made her way round the table before making it to corbyn and embracing him in a hug.
"Thank you momma, i love you." Corbyn said softly. "you're welcome hunny, i love you too." She replied.
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~ the moment you've all waited for. i hope it was to your standards. (: ~ ~ Wc: 1099 ~ 💫
