spamalam that im starting at night bc theres company over and theyre very loud
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gay rights
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theres so many people on here i wanna talk to but dont know how to and its very annoying
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like the way i get by in conversations both on and offline is by scripting interactions and noting good and bad things in my mind and the upside to that is that i can make interactions with people i know easier but the downside is that making new friends or reintroducting old friendships wherein i cant rely on this is Impossible
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im scraping the entirety of tumblr for naeishi content and its Not Going Well
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anyone ever: *talks to me ab wtnv unprompted in even the most minor way*
me, already either crying or stimming or both: i would die for u under any and all circumstances
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gngn!!
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gm i feel like shit and fucking hate myself
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this spam isnt. technically in the morning bc i started it so lae but w/e
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need to vent
could everyone i fucking know stop treating me like a fucking dumbass maybe?? is that a thing we could consider???? because im not fucking stupid you know!! not as stupid as people treat me anyway!! you wanna go by my potential or whatever?? wanna know my iq, is that it?? will that convince you to treat me less like an idiot???? or do you want to write me a nice little essay about how i deserve respect??????? i try my damn best and im CERTAINLY not so stupid that i cant see how you FUCKING TREAT ME YOU ALL THINK IM STUPID IS THAT IT?? EVERYONE AT SCHOOL TREATS ME LIKE I DONT HAVE TWO BRAINCELLS TO PUT TOGETHER BUT ITS NT FUCKING TRUE IM NOT FUCKING STUPID JUST SBUT THE FUCK UP STOP T IM NOT A FUCKING MORON STOP TREATING ME LIKE SOME SIX YEAR OLD YOU'RE BEGRUDGINGLY BABYSITTING AND LAUGHING AT THE ANTICS OF AS SHE HOPELESSLY TRIES TO DO BIG PERSON THINGS ~A-HA-HA~ FUCK YOU FUCK OFF FUCK OFF
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update am at rehearsal and have chilled out fjskjfdj, less pissed now
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have tiermakers i made earlier to calm down
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