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(rhis spam is a lotta me rambling ab ep 149 but it segues into other stuff once i wake up the next day so its not like. 110% rambling lol

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mirrors, apparently
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"okaaay, this is getting annoying. so the guy i was telling you about earlier, carlos- he's been texting me this whole show, saying he wants to see me again. let's seeee, something something, my timeline is still wrong????? i should have a sister named abby - here's a photo of her with some kid. my mother died?? hmph. im supposedly afraid of mirrors, and he and i are actually married. this is ridiculous! okay, now he's texting me a picture of a dog. "our little puppy auuubergine," it says. in the picture carlos is holding the dog." my feelings are mixed because from carlos's perspective this is actuallt really sad but from cecil's perspective im fucking CACKLING

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cecil's such a fucking dweeb i love his stupid self

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"hah! i can, i can see myself in the reflective face, i... (i dont like this, i do not like this at all.) please go, please leave, it cannot- i-im covering this window with a sheet- i do not like this mirror! i do not like it one bit- no! lets go to the weather!" NO WAIT BRO HE SOUNDS SO PANICKY AND HIS VOICE IS SO,, DISTINCTLY DIFFERENT THAN USUAL IM SAD ILY CECIL

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"cecil, i-i'm calling for personal reasons. i-i'm- i'm calling to tell you that i love you. that i have loved you almost since the first day i met you nearly seven years ago. i didn't know anyone in night vale, and you were the first person to take any interest in my studies. its not easy feeling alone, but within a year i wasn't, cause i was with you! and now we are married. well, at least in my timeline we were married. we have been married, and we have a beautiful puppy named aubergine, a house, a relationship. you have a sister, and you know, you have a brother-in-law too and, and a niece who is a talented athlete and enormously just a kind young woman. and we have - oh, you're gonna play this on air, aren't you? oh, of course you are. well, never mind. anyway, uh, somehow you don't know any of this. ive been working nights and days trying to repair this break in continuity, and i haven't slept much, because i-i can't sleep until we're back in the same timeline. but i cant find anything that will fix this, i-i don't know what else to do other than to just say: trust me. i will start over, we'll go to rico's on another first date, i will pretend to hear about your life for the first time, i will tell you about mine for the thousandth time. it won't be the same for me, but it will still be you. and- and that's all that matters. you, you're the one. oh god, this must sound crazy, you barely know me and- and im coming off as desperate, but it's because i am. please call me." OH AW

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"and i did! call him back. a-a-and i said: "i love you too. babe, i love your beard, i love our dog, i love... i-i love our life together." minutes before that, i did not feel that way. i did not know about my life with carlos, because it had never happened in my history." OH AW

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ndndndj my lips feel really weird and its bothering me