mine (rd.benji)

- twelve

aleyia

i hated it but i had to block benji. i wasn't a cheater. and i wasn't a liar. i had to tell cameron.

i waited a day to get what i wanted to say together and i hopped on my board to his house. the ride was silent other than my wheels running over the pavement. i don't know how he was gonna react. but did i do something wrong? i couldn't decide.

when i arrived at the house i just stood outside looking at the front. he had such a nice house too. everything about him was amazing and i hated that this could fuck it up. i looked at the garage and saw the light was on and i knew that's where he hung out. the music got louder and the voices picked up as i stepped near. i knocked on the metal door causing the voices to stop and the metal door to slide open exposing cameron and a couple of his football friends.

"hey baby." he said kissing me on the forehead.

"simp." tareem shouted from his hands making the rest of the boys laugh softly. "can we talk?" i asked quietly into his chest.

"yo i'll be right back." he said shutting the metal door and we walked to the front porch. i shuttered so scared over his reaction.

"what's up?" he said sitting next to me on a front porch swing.

"i don't ever wanna lie and hide things from you." i said and i felt his face drop without even looking.

"what happened?" he asked quietly.

"i went home last night." i paused trying to think of what i wanted to say. "i got up to my roof and benji was waiting for me. and-"

i paused not being able to formulate a word

"and what." he said i felt the anger in his voice and he knew or at least suspected what was to come next.

"he kissed me and-" i got cut off immediately.

"are you fucking kidding me?" cameron asked. "did you fucking cheat on me?"

"i-" i'm cut off before i can explain. "you what?" he got yelled at me. my jaw began to clench.

"i pushed him off. i told him to stop. i told him i was with you." i said mono-tonely with anger in my voice. i felt my hand wrapped around the pole tighten whitening my nuckles.

"you did?" he said calmer.

"yes. thank you for doubting me." i shake my head standing up off the swing. "i'm not a cheater." i walked off the porch with my board.

i heard cameron stepping off the porch behind me and spun me around. "i love you." i froze. it was the first time he had ever said that to me.

"what?"

"i love you, aleyia." he sighed and i stood on my tippy toes to kiss him.

"i love you too."

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benji

i heard it all. i watched it all. i was at jake osmonds house across the street. jake had left the room and i heard it all from the opened window. that one hurt.

"when i see him i swear to god." cameron says anger in his voice again.

"babe don't." i heard her stop him.

"no after everything he put you through he did that. that's bullshit." he said and i realized she told him everything.

"it's okay. at the end of the day i'm yours." i heard her giggle and i look and he had picked her off the ground.

"lets go i'm gonna fuck the shit out of you." he said turning so i could see her face.

she smiled biting her lip softly. her hands were wrapped around his neck and her legs were wrapped around his waist as he opened the door. i heard her laugh loudly before the door shut.

he was all hers. i didn't know what was worse. hearing that or hearing her moans the rest of the night.

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february 1, 2020
686 words

im sorry this is so short it's a filler chapter next one will be better.

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