Chapter 3

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I lay on my bed on top of the covers and stare at the ceiling. I think of the events that have happened today. I left that jail, and came to heaven. Now I sit here, sharing a hotel suit with my favourite band. Its amazing how things can change in the blink of an eye.
I take a deep breath and close my eyes to take in everything.
I decide to go on facebook and check out my news feed... "Ugh... my ugly sister ran away today. She's so pathetic... she left my dear old dad! how selfish!" I read. There was 100 comments. I made the awful decision of reading them. "OMG! what a brat!" "she should go die!" "she left you guys! why?! You guys where always so good to her! She's such a waste of air!" They just went on and on. I felt a tear stream down my cheek as I got to the fourth one. "Go slit your wrists Hannah!" I read that. I felt a sob form in my throat. I held it back and ran to the bathroom slamming the door behind me. I slid my back down the door and sobbed into my hands, wincing in pain every so often.
I quickly got up and went to look for something sharp in the drawers, nothing. Then I remembered my pocket... I had my keys with me. (If you don't like things like this skip to the next paragraph)
They'd do. I took the rigid part to my wrist. I bit my sleeve trying to hold back screams and sobs. Suddenly I heard the door open and I dropped the keys.
It was Ashley. His eyes got red and his mouth dropped. I felt a tear fall down my cheek and my lip quiver. "Don't tell." I whispered. He just nodded his head and pulled me into a hug. "Why?" He asked me letting go. "Too much to tell..." I said shaking my head. I watched his eyes move to my wrist, the blood was dripping from my finger tips, I looked from my arm to him.
He took my hand and a tissue. He turned on the cold water and put my hand under it. I winced and he held my hand a little tighter. I looked at him. "Thank you." I whispered. He just nodded and looked back to my hand turning off the cold water. He lightly ran the tissue over the cut and put a bandaid over it. "Promise me" He said. I nodded, but crossed my fingers. "Okay"
After hugging me one last time Ashley walked out.
I cleaned up the spilled blood on my hand and wiped the tears from my eyes. I can't believe that just happened. I'm just glad it was him instead of Andy. I don't think I could've handled it if he walked in on me. My life would've been ruined.
I walked out to my bed and saw Ashley talking to CC and Andy. I looked at him and he just nodded slightly. Andy and CC looked over at me, they both smiled. I faked a smile and waved. "You heading to bed Hannah?" Ash asked me.
I nodded and faked a yawn. "Yeah, I'm warn out. It's been a really long day for me." It wasn't a complete lie.
Ash nodded, but curiosity filled his eyes. They all went to walk out, but Andy stopped in the doorway because he spotted something.
I followed his gaze and it met my wrist. I quickly hid it under my other arm trying not to wince in pain. "Hey Hannah?" He asked. "Yeah?" I said acting clueless... a lot of acting. "What happened to your wrist?" I looked at it to see what was wrong, even though I already knew... just to keep the show realistic. "Oh, um... I don't know. I think I fell and hit it on the corner earlier today" He looked at me weird. "Oh. Okay" He said. "Goodnight." He said to me smiling a heartwarming smile. I gave him a half smile. "Sweet dreams" I said. He chuckled and walked out.
I smiled after he walked out. Something about him made everything okay...

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