Saviour (Andy Biersack)

Chapter 12

I slowly open my eyes and looked at the clock beside the bed, it's ten o'clock. I open my eyes completely and look down, I see the shirt, the ring, the two necklaces, the guitar pic, drumsticks and shorts next to me. I smile and hug the pillow tightly as if it was Andy.

I spend two hours searching for things to do. By noon I've tried almost everything.
I tried writing, I can't gather my thoughts enough to write.
I tried cleaning, there's nothing else to clean.
I tried tv. Nothing interesting on. Just those awful shows glorifying the bullies of high school.
I turned off the TV and sighed loudly. I looked at my phone, 12:21.
I fell back, onto the bed. "You have an amazing talent, go use it!" I heard his voice in my head.
I rolled over and sighed. Well, what do I have to lose?
I got up and got ready putting on black jean cut off short shorts and left on the shirt, tying it in the back with a bobble. I went to the bathroom and put on a little bit of makeup. Giving the fact that I have nobody to impress I didn't care that much but knowing me, I have to be as perfect as you can get this face to be before I go out anywhere. I brushed my straight hair through one last time and walked out the door.
When I turned around to lock the door I saw a note taped to it. I laughed and grabbed it curiously.
"Don't leave without asking the check in lady for the surprise I left for you. Just say my name and they should know what you want. Have fun!"
I smiled and went into the elevator pressing the down button and number one. The doors closed and I stood there waiting.
I got down to the floor and stepped into the lobby and walked over to the check in/check out desk. "Good morning!" the lady said with a smile, I politely smiled back and greeted her, "Um, I'm here because Andy Biersack told me too" She nodded,
"You must be Hannah!" I nodded crinkling my nose in confusion a bit. "Yeah how did you know that?" She laughed, "Well, I don't know if I was supposed to say anything but he went on and on about a girl named Hannah who he wanted to have this surprise"
I looked around confused. "What surprise?" She smiled. "Hold on, I have to go in the back to get it"
I nodded as she left and went to get it.
When she came back she had a large guitar case. I felt my smile grow bigger as I looked at it.
I took it from her gently and thanked her. I walked over to the big white sofas in the middle of the room and lay the guitar case down, I unlock the laches and open the case. When I open it my eyes fill with tears and I put my hand over my mouth as I gasp, Its the same guitar from at the park.
A blackish grey acoustic with white writing on it that says 'NEVER GIVE IN' in big print then it in little print around it about 5 times. I smile and run my fingers along the words, then across the strings. I inhale deeply and close my eyes, remembering.
I closed the case and walked out of the hotel, waving to the check in lady as I walked out the door.
I made my way to the park and sat down at a tree. I opened up the case and just stared at the guitar for a little. When I took it out though, there was another note.
"That's my girl... now pick it up and play. I knew you'd only see this if you picked up the guitar, now that it's in your hands you have to play. You have an amazing talent, use it" His words once again urging me into doing something I wasn't sure about doing. Even when he's not around he's in my head and in the air, and just everywhere.
I put the guitar on my lap and placed my hands where they're supposed to go. I grabbed a guitar pic and strummed playing the 'C' cord. I hadn't played in forever, I forgot how the guitar sounded when you where in this position. I smiled and started playing a song I knew by heart, I didn't even have to think. It's called 'Only hope' by Mandy Moore. It's from one of my favorite childhood movies 'A Walk To Remember'. When I was twelve I saw it with my mother the day before she went to the hospital for the first time.
"There's a song that inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold,
but you sing to me
over And over and over again" I close my eyes and continue taking a deep breath.

"So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
to be only yours
I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope" My eyes fill with tears but I smile and continue thinking of Andy the entire time.