Saviour (Andy Biersack)

Chapter 9

I woke up, thinking I'd see Andy next to me when I woke up... I was wrong. I shrugged it off, trying not to resort to panic mode. I walked all around the suit looking for him. I looked for everyone. Nobody. There was nobody there.
"Guys?" I felt the tears come back... "Guys?!" I let a tear fall, facing the facts that they where gone. But why? Why would they leave without saying goodbye? Where they really in that much of a hurry to leave that they just didn't want to say goodbye? I held onto a chair for support. I wrapped my arm around my stomach trying to hold myself together. I felt the hole rip my heart in half. I was torn apart inside. I gasped for air, the tears coming out fluently now.
I looked onto the table and saw a folded piece of paper. It had my name on it... I walked over and grabbed it.

Dear Hannah,
I've written this letter a thousand times, I just couldn't find the right way to say this. I barely found the right words, but I just want you to read this. I want you to know how sorry I am for leaving without saying 'goodbye', I just couldn't face you. I wouldn't have been able to handle it. If you had seen me last night... if you could see me right now as I'm still trying to get these words out... You'd understand.
I want you to know that this isn't goodbye... not forever. I'll be back, I'll find a way. After the tour, it'll be just you and me. We can hang out with everybody and just chill. I know it seems like a long time, but you have to believe me, I will keep in touch with you. This isn't the end. It's only the beginning for us. You know you're favorite song? You know which one I'm thinking of. 'Morticians Daughter' well, I'm promising you... I'll be home again. And if I could have said 'I love you' as I left you... I would have. I just... I can't. I can't do it. My heart is literally breaking, trying to make out these words on to paper. I want you to call me as soon as you get this. Okay? Please. I put all of our numbers in your phone. I'd understand if you where mad at me, I would be too if I were you.
And I most importantly... I want you to know how much I love you. When you said that I was the best thing that's ever happened to you last night, It made me the happiest guy in the world. These past few days have seemed like a lifetime to me. I don't know how I had ever dealt with life apart from you... You are the best thing that's ever happened to me too. I never really understood what they meant by love at first sight, and true heartbreak. But now, meeting you and leaving, I truly do know.
You are so special to me Hannah.
Love,
Andy

I felt a tear fall down my cheek as I read the letter. I rushed over to my phone and dialed Andy's number.
It rung once... Come on Andy pick up.
Twice... Please.. please...
Three times... "Hannah!" I heard his voice say.
I smiled a teary smile. "How could you do that to me?!" I yelled happiness and sadness filling my voice. "I'm so sorry.. I just, I.." He fumbled with his words. I took a deep breath and answered. "I get it..." I assured him. "You do?" I sighed. "Yes.. and you know how you said how you have never felt true heart break before this?" I heard nothing... "Well, I get that too. I felt it last night, I felt it this morning." I sighed. "I miss you already." He laughed quietly. "I miss you too. Hannah, I've been going insane." I smiled. "I don't know where I'm going to go..." I said dangerously low. "We got that covered... " I could hear the smile in his voice. "What?" I was confused in what he meant. "We booked out that room for the next two months for you... that should be long enough." I took a shaky deep breath. "You mean, you'll be gone for two months?" I asked. The mood changed in his voice. "Yeah..." I shook my head. " I don't know what I'm going to do. I have nothing to do while I'm here." He laughed. "You have an amazing talent, go use it... Go sing somewhere! The park even!" I laughed. "Yeah, we'll see." He sighed. "Hannah, I have to go for now... I'll call you tonight, okay? I love you." I smiled. "I love you too, be safe and tell everyone I said hi." He laughed. "I will." And with that we said our goodbyes and hung up...
That's it. They're actually gone. I wont see them for two months... I went over to my bed and curled up into a ball. That's all I could do.