Chapter 25

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"Hey," I said shyly, Andy came beside me and wrapped his arm around me. "Kellin!" He said fist bumping him. I laughed quietly. It's been a while since I've been around people other than the guys and Sammi, other than that nice checkout lady... But she doesn't count. Not only was Kellin a person I've never talked to, but he was famous. And one of my Idols. It's one thing to meet one of your heroes... but to meet both and to be standing with them both at the same time, it's like a dream come true. Not to mention I'm dating one of them.
"I just wanted to come over here and say that, Hannah you have an amazing talent! And it was a pleasure singing with you!" I giggled at his propriety, and blushed at the compliment. "Awe thank you, Kellin!" I gushed. "Also..." He said smiling, I felt the excitement building in my stomach.
"I'd like to do it again," He said, my mouth fell open and I smiled widely, putting my hands over my mouth. "Really!?" He chuckled and laughed.
"Yes, So how would you like to come and sing with Sleeping With Sirens in England?!" I smiled and nodded.
"Yes! Yes! Of course I would love to!" I smiled. "But, where in England? I mean, I can't just leave Andy, the guys? What about Sammi?"
He looked at Andy questioningly.
"You didn't tell her?" I looked at him and repeated Kellin. "You didn't tell her?" They both laughed at how I called myself 'her'. "Well, they are kind of playing with us for the last three shows." My mouth fell open again, my eyes beamed.
"So you're staying with us in London?!" He nodded. "That's the plan!" I smiled and hugged Andy tightly. "I was hoping that you'd play with us the next show, if that's okay with you?" I smiled. "I would love that! But what would I sing?" He smiled. "Well, you'd sing any song you want first, and then you'd sing one with me." I blushed at the thought of a duet. "Sing a duet with you?" He nodded smiling. "You are really talented and I think our voices sounded pretty cool together! It would be an honor singing with you again." I smiled blushing again, causing myself to turn two shades of red. "Thank you, but I'm really not all that great!" Andy looked at me and so did Kellin. "Shut up! Stop being so modest! You are amazing! Like seriously one of the most talented girls I've ever met!" Andy said. "Thank you," I said and kissed him quickly on the lips, I nudged in closer to him as he put his arm around me tighter. "You two are such a great couple." Kellin said, I looked down at the ground and smiled. "I love him, he's saved my life more than one time..." I looked up into his eyes. "And I never want to lose him." He pressed his lips to my forehead.
"I'm here until you order me away," I rested my head on his chest. "Never gonna happen." Kellin smiled at us. "Well, I have to go get back, we have to take Copeland home soon, and she hasn't gotten to ride many rides." I smiled and nodded. "Well it was really nice meeting you, I had an amazing time!" He smiled "I'll see you soon enough, and we'll all have to hang out sometime!" I nodded. "Okay!" I let go of Andy and hugged Kellin. He hugged me back and then left. "Bye guys!"

After Kellin left Andy seemed quiet. Maybe he's tired. I don't know. But I feel like something's wrong. We went on five roller coasters and then decided it was late enough, and we went home.
"Man I'm beat!" CC said, "Yeah, I'm going to bed." Jake said.
"Night guys." I said as they left the room. "Night." Soon enough Ash left to his room and Jinxx and Sammi left to theirs.
I looked around but noticed that Andy was already out of the room. I went over to my bags and got into some cute pj's.
I love my Jack Skellington slippers more than life itself! Well, no I love Andy that much, but these are a close second. I'm dramatic... what can I say?
I walk into our room to see Andy in his grey batman t-shirt and black plaid sweatpants. He was laying on the bed, scrolling though his phone. He didn't even say anything. Usually he looks up and smiles or sometimes he gets up and carries me to the bed. But not tonight. Something must be up. "Andy?" I say jumping onto the bed, next to him. "Yeah?" He says looking up from his phone at me, and then back to it. "What's wrong?" He sighs. "I'm just tired." I looked at him for a while.
"Andy. You're really going to try that on me? Don't forget I invented that excuse..." He looked at me again and put his phone down on his lap. "Nothing's wrong." I looked at him. "So that's why you won't even look at me for more than two seconds?" He was back on his phone again.
I thought and thought about what to do. How to make him to look at me, how to get him to smile... and then it came to me. "But baby, I want to cuddle..." I said running my finger up and down his stomach whilst putting my bottom lip out. He looked like he was trying to hold back a giggle.
"Come on, Andy!" I whined like a little kid. I got on top of him and straddled his waist. I kissed him passionately on the lips and pulled his shirt up over his head. He started to kiss me back more passionately. I lifted up my lips from him and smiled slightly. "Please, talk to me." I whispered. He was quiet, but you could see he was getting a little more playful now.
"Oh, so the silent game huh? Okay, I see how you want to play it."
I ran my nails lightly down his sides and spidered them all along his belly, causing him to burst into a fit of giggles. "Are you happy yet?" I asked him. He looked up at me and squirmed underneath me. "nooohohoho!" He giggled. "No you're not happy yet? Awe man." I already knew what he meant but I didn't care. I tickled him a little harder causing him to start laughing. "Stohohoppp!! Haaannahahahahhh! pleaseee!" I smiled and let him breathe. "Are you happy?!" I asked. He nodded vigorously.
I got off of him and he sat up. "You're lucky I didn't go longer, I should've gotten you back for earlier..." He smiled, but it wasn't completely real.
There was silence for a few moments, "Andy?" He was starring at his hands in his lap. "Andy what's wrong? Please... I can't stand this." He looked up at me into my eyes.
"You and Kellin." He said finally. "What about me and Kellin?" he sighed. "You where so happy with him today, and when you hugged him, I don't know... it just hurt." I looked at him. "You where jealous of Kellin?" He just looked down again. "Andy, I barely know him, he's another one of my heroes...He may be my hero, but you're my savior. My knight in shining armor. You're my batman and he could never change that." He was still silent. "Andy, look at me." He looked up. "I love you. Only you. I don't care who else there is, because it doesn't matter. You are the only one I'll ever want. Because you saved me. Not only from others, but from myself. You are my first real love, and I would do anything to make you my last. Andy. I don't care who there is, or what there is in our way. Because you are mine. And I will love you for the rest of my days, every second, every minute, every hour that I spend living on this earth, is another I spend loving you. And for as long as you're alive, and even after, until the moment my heart stops beating, it will continue beating for you. Don't you remember the night we first kissed? I may have been terrified to love, but when you kissed me... it just made everything better. Like there's nothing this world can do to us, to separate the love me have."
He looked at me, his crystal eyes staring into mine. Soon enough I felt his soft lips upon mine. It was more passionate than its ever been. Like falling in love with him for the first time all over again. I kissed him with all I had. He pulled me on top of him gently.. I ran my fingers through his hair and down his neck wrapping my fingers around his neck slightly. We broke the kiss both gasping for air. I rested my head against his. "I love you." I said. He got up and held me in his arms. The warmth of his marble like body was soothing against my icy skin. "I love you too." He said. I felt tears prick my eyes. I thought of everything we've been through. Everything that's happened over the past few months. How much I've missed him. I begged the tears not to break loose, but to my luck, one fell. Falling onto my lap, I brushed the running tears away off of my cheeks.

"Hannah?" He whispered. "What's wrong?" I looked up and smiled a teary smile. "I thought you forgot about me." I said.
"I thought you stoped loving me. I thought I lost you, I would never see you again. And-" he cut me off. "You could never lose me. Hannah. I love you. I meant what I said before. I'm here until you order me away. I could never stop loving you." He whispered. I wrapped myself around him. He held me tightly as I let a few more tears of relief and happiness loose.

"I'll never order you away"

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