How To Sin | ateez

7

The doorbell ringed.

Ringed and ringed and ringed.

You were trembling as your hand shores on the wall. It was the only thing that kept you on your shaking legs. The male who hung on your left was heavy. Way too heavy for a small, tiny girl like you. Your breath was almost hitching now and then, uncontrollably. You were horrified at the same time concerned about the purple-haired male. You reach one more time towards the bell to ring it again for the last time with your bloody finger.

God, you felt so traumatized.

It was traumatizing.

Everything was happening too fast. It was too much. It was your first week in this town, and you already had bloody hands. The thought of it made you wanna go back. Back in your hometown. You missed it, heck you did. All the peaceful and friendly people, you hanging out without a worry with your friends. It was a normal life there but now here no matter how much overreacting it might sounded.

Your life went down within an eye blink.

It crashed all together. You couldn't put everything in words, it was hard. But you noticed it. It changed a lot and that only within a damn week. The fact made you want to run away and leave everything behind. But you knew, you could never.

As you feel yourself lose patience, finally the door in front of you opened. Your smiling mom opened it her head was on the floor but when she looked up, her smile dropped. Her facial expressions changed, and the color on her face faded. She got pale and her eyes widened. She couldn't bring a word out yet her eyes went on the male.

You nod only gesturing her to help you and not ask you anything for now and that's what she also does.  Carefully she slides her hand on the other side of the male around his waist making him wince all of the sudden but you only nod signaling her to go on.

Together with her holding the male you walk straightforward the corridor. Your eyes on the door of the end of it as you try your best to not give up. Your legs felt numb and so were your senses. You didn't know what to feel at all.

As your mom opens the door you sigh loudly before laying the male on the bed after your mom put away the blanket. You turn around to her and your eyes meet hers. She almost gasps as she looks at you. She saw it all.

She saw all the worry all the discomfort in your eyes.

For the first time she saw her own daughter worried and suffering, this way and that made her heart ache.

You nod only telling her you're okay. But you weren't. After she had grabbed your shoulders almost tapping your body. She didn't need to know how tired you were feeling. But she already knew. You had so many thoughts and questions it wasn't normal, and it was hard, hard to process.

"The first aid kid mom"

You whisper weakly sending her a vulnerable smile and at the same time pointing at the door. She nods only before throwing a glance on the purple haired man and turning around.

"Don't tell Yeosang!"

You burst all of the sudden before she opened the doorknob. She nodded only before leaving the room to get everything you needed. You turn around to Jung Wooyoung. Your eyes felt heavy yet like getting sticky.

You wanted to cry, cry at the cruel sight of such a beautiful boy.

Your eyes scanning his face which was half covered in blood. His eyes were closed yet he was breathing properly. You bite your inner cheek trying your best not to let the tears slip out of your eyes. Was just the sympathy you felt towards the male or were you really concerned?