How To Sin | ateez

20

Seconds had turned into minutes. Minutes into hours. Hours into day. Days into a week.

It has been weeks. Weeks since the evidence in the cafeteria. Two weeks. And a lot has changed.

Maybe everything. Not just a lot.

Your eyes scanning the hall as you walked through it alone. Every pair of eyes was gluing on you while their mouth was moving as noises slipped it. You didn't know how to react or what to do but the best way was to pretend that you were blind and deaf at the same time. Ignorance.

As you passed through the students your eyes suddenly caught something certain. More like someone. And it's been a while. Your eyes meeting his in seconds like a thunderbolt. Your skin stands and you feel the shivers throughout it. The darkness they held was enough to make you look away as fast as possible.

It was a while, a while since you looked into Kang Yeosang's eyes.

By awhile you mean since the evidence in the cafeteria.

You didn't talk about it. No one of you did. And you weren't going to approach him. He should've been the one to approach you. At least that's what you thought. But he never did. After that long day, you had talked to San about it too. Nowadays you saw San more often than you used to see your own best friend. You couldn't look him in the eyes. And now that you did it didn't make you feel better.

You walk up to your locker opening it to get out your things as you feel the stares still on you making you whine under your breath. The same was happening for two weeks straight but especially this week. A whole week of people staring and talking. A whole week of you being alone. Having lunch alone. Doing almost everything alone. A whole week of you avoiding your best friend and the other males. And most importantly, a whole week of you avoiding Jung Wooyoung.

But Jung Wooyoung was easy to avoid.

Cause he didn't even show up at school after all that.

Which worried you after all still no matter what. And the fact that you had no one to ask where he is or what he was doing made you even more concerned. Recalling the last time he had missed for so long it didn't end well.

You bite your lip at the thought preventing yourself from the tears to fall down your cheeks.

If someone told you from the beginning that you would meet someone like Jung Wooyoung almost fall for him but exactly when you're about to, you'll get damaged, you would be laughing the shit out of that person.

You wouldn't believe them. You would laugh at them so much that you would have to hold your stomach.

'You think I live in a movie?'

That would be the words you would say to them. But sadly, it all happened. It is happening. Right now. You don't know how you exactly feel but you for sure are aware of all the amount of the massive headaches you got from it. From everything.

Everything was happening too fast. Way to fast and too much.

You felt dizzy and weak. Sometimes you cried yourself to sleep. You stressed to the point that it wasn't normal anymore. You felt so tired. Simply put ; Terrible. Everything was terrible along these two weeks without the four males.

But besides all the amount of the disadvantages. There was at least one thing interesting and good.

Choi San.

You got to know about him more and more day by day. You couldn't believe yourself at first but you started to hang out so much with him after school. And slowly you were starting to think he isn't that bad.