How To Sin | ateez

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Kang Yeosang was leaning against the wall as his eyes examined the messy view in front of him. He was in deep thoughts and maybe you couldn't find that on his face expressions, but he was mad. And that mad at himself. Cause tonight he lost two things.

The movie night with you.

And you.

No matter how bitter it sounded, he felt like he lost you. And that not as a best friend. He didn't know how to express himself much but he also wasn't going to. He was fine with dealing with it by himself. He always was. Well mostly. There were times where he let it out.

The loud music could be heard on the background as he stood at the balcony. The weekend had reached faster than he except by and here he was. The party has just started and he already wanted to go home. He didn't like the thought of you being here yet here you were, just not next to him, but next to someone certain. Well that's what he thought of. Mingi persuaded you to come to the party.

And if you were going to be there than Yeosang had to be there too. To keep an eye on you. But that's not what he was able at all caus she found himself distracted by his thoughts.

And now here he was standing at the balcony of the extremely huge mansion that belonged to no one else but the Song family. And you were somewhere deep in the crowd behind him having fun with Jung Wooyoung. For sure.

He hated it. With a passion. But he couldn't do anything against it because he gave his friend permission.

As the blonde takes a look at the glass full of liquid on his hands, sighing he didn't notice the presence of someone else behind him. But as he turns around he soon spots them.

"Yeosang? You? This party? Alone?"

The four questions were so short which made the blonde male chuckle. His gaze diverted to the red-haired one as they took steps towards till they stood next to him.

Kim Hongjoong.

Someone Yeosang knew but not that much. They barely exchanged words. And what they had was unsure if they should call it a friendship or not. They knew each other only from parties and a few lessons at college.

Nothing more or less.

"Hongjoong? What are you doing here?"

The male chuckled as he turns around to the blonde one. His eyes went down on Yeosang's hand as he spotted the liquid.

"Having fun I guess. You don't seem to though"

The blonde only shrugged his eyes find their way back to the dark sky which humiliated the moonlight again. Yeah, he wasn't having fun. Not even a bit. He was more concerned.

"Wanna talk?"

The red-haired offered as he went with his tongue over his lips just to wet them. The blank manifestation on him always remained. Even when chuckles left his mouth, they sounded cold. So cold that a person who was warm, warm like you for example, they would melt. Melt in seconds.

That always made the blonde wonder why? But he never asked. After all he wasn't close to Kim Hongjoong. In fact no one was. The red haired male always, well mostly was alone. People called him a loner. Well people who were interested on him. But he didn't give a damn. That's the impression he left. He didn't really give a single fuck.

"Wait wait show me your tongue"

The blonde exclaimed all suddenly the red-haired male's way making him raise an eyebrow. The way the blonde said it, sounded weird to the other. He knew what his intention was to though. Hongjoong knew he saw it. But he wanted to provoke the surprised male in front of him