How To Sin | ateez

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The red haired male's lips were parched as he takes the steps into the room. His eyes were red his nose the same. His clothes dirty and shaggy and that for the first time ever in his life. He couldn't speak, not eat,she couldn't do anything other than be concerned about someone very dear to him.

He takes a seat next to a purple haired male his eyes on the bed in front of his dear friend as he grabs his hand. And oh how he hated seeing two people at once in pain. Especially someone he was close with. Although it never showed although in his head it never happened. He was aware and the shock was still running through his veins.

"I'm sorry."

Is all he brings out in a raspy voice towards the purple haired boy's direction. And he waited for an reaction as he laid his hand on the male's shoulder. Which he also received as the purple male removed his hand. But it wasn't expected that way. Song Mingi had expected it differently. Everything actually. Everything should've went differently. Should've been different.

"You were there with her...why...why... did you go there why? I told you not to ever...."

The weakness on Jung Wooyoung's voice could've been heard. And if a normal stranger heard it right now they would've think this person was dying. Dying slowly but nobody was helping them, or could. That's exactly how the purple male felt.

Mingi wanted to answer so bad. He wanted to tell him, tell him how much he alone regretted it. How much he alone hated the fact that he did what he did. But it would've been a lie, to tel that he didn't want to. Maybe things were supposed to happen the way they happened.

Maybe they were supposed to occur that way. The way nobody had expected. And that half dead body of a known woman laying on the white bed, was probably the least thing they'd ever expect, but maybe the highest to happen.

And all that for a reason.

Maybe it all happened to Do Hana for a reason.

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Mingi smiles warmly as he takes a look towards you in the car while he was driving. He noticed your uncomfortable shifting around which made him laugh.

"He's going to be alright okay?"

You humph in retort as you crouch further on your seat. To believe Song Mingi's word's was very very difficult for you. After all it was the same man who kept something very important away from you. If he didn't nothing of this would've probably happen right now. But at the same time it was your fault for letting other people get into your head. You didn't like where everything with every male you encountered was going to at all. And the fact that it was all men kind of started  to make you realize how uncomfortable it could be in certain situations.

The beginning you had stepped into this town the bad feeling in your gut hadn't left you alone and now where you're standing you can say that your intuition was more than right. And you didn't want to ever ignore it. Everything was a mess to process so you just sat there glaring out of the window lost in your thoughts that merely worked. It was hard to actually attempt dealing with everything that happened to you til now. It made you realize how much you were surrounded by males and how much caught up in their world you ended.

It was so weirdly scary yet such a roller coaster at the same time. You decided to not think about it but everytime you had come in contact with the eight men you stumbled upon, this now hits you. Not that it did earlier. In contrary it didn't at all. How could you be so stupidly naive?

The car comes to an halt and with it so does your heart. Your eyes close as you breath in the last air in the car before stepping out. As your eyes open you notice your surroundings just to be sure you're in the middle of woods in a very expensive looking villa that probably costs more than your life. Well at least that's what you thought by looking at it. Your head moves towards Song Mingi who was standing next to you now looking at it too in admiration. You raise an eyebrow and get confirmed as soon as you ask.

Yes indeed it was his house.

How the hell did you never notice though? Wooyoung never really showed off or wore at least expensive things to make it noticeable. He really always looked like an average person. Your chest weakens tightly as you realize how he could actually already keep the smallest secrets away from you. The red haired males who's name was Kim Hongjoong words were succeeding. He was being right. Jung Wooyoung indeed kept secrets. But why from you? Maybe cause you just started dating him. But wasn't he the one who wanted to open up about everything and now everything he said seems to be a lie?

Your vision gets clearer when you step into the house which surprisingly was open. At first you panicked but Mingi assures you that it was totally okay and the house was mostly always open. Surprised to his answer you ask him as he steps first into the house.

"Why thou-"

Suddenly Mingi turns around as his expression on his face seemed to be priceless and dull. You furrow your eyes together and soon notice he isn't letting you step in he is trying to push you out.

"What-"

His eyes meet yours and as much as you try to read them you never can one thing you were sure though he was scared and you could notice that by his shakening hands. And soon the fear started to run through you too as the male spoke.

"I think it's better we go home Hana."

Your eyes soon widen as the worst images pop up in your head. Home? What is he talking about? There is no time for that. How in the hell is he turning you around after you came all the way here. Your chest tightening even more as you push Mingi back but as tall and manly the male is he makes sure he doesn't move not even an inch. Your lips part and that's when your eyes darken.

"Let me in Mingi."

The tall male gulps his eyes fixated behind you all around as he makes sure he is covering everything behind that door his palms becoming not only shakening but also sweaty his vision slowly blurry. He was set in a dilemma right now there. And the urge of him choosing behind his back than you discerning it was big but he had made a promise. And he had to keep that.

" I can't."

Your teeth gritted together as you try your best not to snap at the male in front of you. How the hell is any of his actions justified? He tells you you have to check with him and now he is not even letting you in?

"Just fucking let me in!"

You yell as tears suddenly roll down your cheeks.As soon the males gazeI diverted upon you. The look on Mingi's eyes seemed concerning as if he was trying to tell you it was too painful for you to look behind him. His patience was at the end and soon he would let go. Till wanting to go in and he saw the answer in your eyes as you tried to get past him. And for the first time he saw someone fighting so much for his friend. One of his most closest friends. Who actually deserved to be loved and deserved to be appreciated. And although that wasn't always shown and it seemed like the purple male and the tall one weren't really close they were. And seeing someone love him and fight for him like this made Mingi glad and at the same time weak.

Love, love makes a person weak.
No matter what type of love it is.
It makes us all weak at some point.

I'm sorry Wooyoung, she loves you too much.

And just like that Song Mingi lets go. He let's go, his eyes one last time fixated into the wood in front of him as he realizes what just happened. He gave up. His breath heavy as he turns around to see you stand right in front of him.

And what was standing in front of you both, was nothing but a tremendous pool of, blood.