How To Sin | ateez

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As you are nervously biting your nails your eyes are connected to the clock on the wall.

3 minutes.

Three minutes til the lesson would end. The man who was sitting next to you watched at you with almost a concerned glance on his face yet there was still a smirk plastered. His words...

"Whatever...

Were over and over repeating in your head although

keeps you awake....

it's been not even long since he had said that.

at night....

Yet you still decided to ignore him after all that. He was making a chaos a damn chaos in your head. Not just life.

shawty."

Your eyes move like an weapons fixation so fast and overhauled onto the man next to you. The only Kim Hongjoong who had said those words to you. What was your exact reaction? Of course another question that he didn't answer but decided to be quiet about it. He had turned into his old self real quick. Just this time he seemed more cocky. More teasing about it. He couldn't help but smirk all the time when he saw you panic or all over the place. Was it fun...fun to watch you from almost breaking down?

Definitely not.

It wasn't. It was more cute for him. He forgot that he should more pay attention to what you're saying than to the way your lips are moving or your face is grimacing. Kim Hongjoong wasn't the type of person to pay so much attention about such a stuff on a person.

You were the first one, Hana.

The first one.

The first one to ever make him feel that way. And it drove him over the edge. He hated it and loved it at the same time. But it wasn't his moment to think of such a stupid thing or stuff.

Such a foolish thought. 

Is what he always told himself before shaking it all off and ignoring it like he was ignoring you all over again.

The bell rang which also brought Kim Hongjoong back to reality, his eyes didn't catch you anymore cause before they even could you had stormed out of the class, which didn't only let him confused back but also the teacher and even other classmates.

Meanwhile....

You were out, out looking for him everywhere. Everywhere. But he was to be seen nowhere.  Your hopes for him to at least be back on break were big. However you had to get disappointed all over again cause he wasn't. You sigh as you look throughout the crowd in the school hall. Most students were going to their locker and others to the cafeteria. As you scan everything with your eyes you suddenly catch someone from afar. And just then when you do, memories shot up.

"Mingi and I are close. He's like my best best dealer."

Everything faded around you and you feel your chest lighten. The words your boyfriend has said to you don't leave your brain and your legs move towards the tall man you just spotted. Song Mingi. He would definitely help you answer the questions that were in your head right now. And before you even realize you're in front of him. He raises an eyebrow and greets you confused. As you take a closer look to the man you notice that he seemed in a giggly mood and his eyes were red. It was weird. That wasn't the Mingi you know.

"Hey sweetheart"

He greets you bending over to you since you were a lot shorter than him. He ruffles your hairs which makes you raise an eyebrow as you give him a "Hi, Mingi" back with a confused expression on your face. And just then it hits you all of the sudden.At first you don't know how to react but then you just take a step back clearing your throat and hoping he doesn't know anything.