How To Sin | ateez

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'Will you be my girlfriend?'

When most of the girls get this question they either answer all happily as their eyes light up with 'yes', shake the person away and  so their head whispering 'never, no' or they're confused yet at the same time they don't want to hurt the person so there comes 'I need time to think about it, I don't know.'

One of these three things above should've happened between you and Jung Wooyoung a couple of minutes ago.

But none of them did.

Instead, you ran away and left the boy confused back.

You had stormed out of his house, precisely his mansion and you were more than lost when you found yourself on a very empty road but you still had the luck that your phone in your pocket wasn't turned off at all. And when you had fished it out your eyes had widened. The missed calls from your mom, messages from her too had let you know that you'd be dead meat soon.

That's why you also had called a taxi fast as possible with the fear Jung Wooyoung would come out of his house and you had to face him again which would be dead awkward.

And so around thirty minutes had passed by.

Now you were sitting in the yellow car and your head was on your phone as you read the messages your mother had sent you. Looked nervously out of the window when you will arrive any time soon and so anxiously looked down on your clothes which apparently weren't yours at all. Except for the jeans. The hoodie belonged to the male you had left-back with his head in the clouds. But he wasn't the one having that problem and trying to get a clear sight and figure out.

You were too.

Even though you should've been worrying about your mother's reaction when she sees you as soon as you come home, first of all late, and second with a piece of clothes that belong to nothing but males, you worried about how you're going to face the black-haired male again.

Jung Wooyoung.

How will you endure him now that he left you speechless? Of course, you alone knew it you wanted it, in fact, you were waiting for this day to come, where he asked you out, but, not now. Not today, at least. You were surprised and it all was happening so fast. You barely knew him. And by that, you didn't mean just his personality. You also wanted to know parts of his life. He still was kind of a stranger to you no matter what.

He was so close, so close to your body and your heart, you, yet so far.

Far enough to say you only knew his name, and the rumors about him that went around the school. And it hit you. Hit you that it'll be hard to get to know him. Since the male was very good at disappearing. You didn't ask him yet why he constantly vanishes for days and then comes back, but you knew one day you had to.

The thoughts about the male seem to go further and further, deeper and deeper but they come to a halt as soon as the car you sat in did too. And that's when everything about him in your head faded away.  Your gaze diverted upon the huge house, but still small compared to the one you just had left half an hour ago.

As the driver informs you that you arrived and you pay him, you exit the car as fast as possible and your eyes roam your whole surrounding as you inhale the fresh air that blew your body and face. You close your eyes for a second just to disappear from the chaos in this world but come back as soon as you open them.

You huffed deeply as you tend to walk towards the front door of your own house. The more near you come the more you start to tremble in fear. You knew you are going to face the most complicated thing in this world right now.