How To Sin | ateez

27

Hours had turned into days, days had turned into weeks, and weeks were almost there, to a month. Almost half of a month, not even half. Since you had finally answered Jung Wooyoung "yes" and finally got to be his, such as he got to be yours. You thought everything will be easier now that someone you really cherished so far... or more like someone that moved you in a strange way, is with you.

But oh dear, were you wrong.

Cause not everything in a relationship will be glitter and gold. Well if we take a general perspective, but coming from yours, it was weird.

Everyone knew, everyone knew the moment you walked in with your hands interwined. And not everyone was shocked or surprised. Some awaited it, some were happy, most were not. But why? You didn't get it at first. Not at all. You didn't get how you heard people talk bad about you and him. How they asked "is this his next victim?" when you walked past them. How they were shocked and how they reacted so passively negative.

Why?

That question was so much on your head at the first week when you and the young man Jung Wooyoung started dating. God how it was bothering you. It was driving you insane. The groping the people around started giving to you, was uneasy. You didn't like it. Not at all.
But at the end of the day you also didn't care. Cause the male was making you feel like you were in heaven. Well maybe only the first few days of dating, until

Jung Wooyoung started to disappear all over again.

He went missing for days then came back again. It kinda worried you so much. It made you wonder what he was doing, why wasn't he attending school? And why when he did he used to not tell you at all but try to change the topic and make you forget. You had asked him so many times and he never responded until one night.

That night you were at home laying on your bed your phone was in your ear and you were happily talking to home just like you did every night. It hasnt been long. It's been a while two weeks since you guys started dating and for you it felt like year's passed. You felt like you knew him so well and so did he know you.
But little did you know...

you didn't know him at all.
Not even a bit.

That night Wooyoung determined to tell you everything, which made you believe he really likes you. Yet the reasons he gave, didn't make quite sense. Maybe not even at all. Why would his parents be the reason he went missing like that? What made them keep him away from school and take him to their work? And furthermore, you didn't even know his parents. Didn't Yeosang once said that his parents were gone?

"Goodnight, Wooyoung."

You furrow your eyebrows jointly directly after the call ends as your eyes were still glued onto the phone in your hands. The words, the explanation, the male had just said repeats in your head all over again as you over analyze it. And just at points like these, you felt like an super idiot or like an detective who's trying to solve a crime no one ever was able to.

"My dad, he is strict yknow, he wants me to learn since I gotta take over his company "

You bite your lip as you stare at the ceiling after you put your phone away. Bullshit. Is what one side of yours tells you immediately making you sigh. Then there is the other side, why would he lie about it? Maybe it's true, it all clarifies why he is pretty bad at school too. He doesn't even need it really. Your instincts were out of place and you couldn't figure out at all.

That night you were so tired and stuck in between that. Way too tired and stuck
in between,
Bullshit and Truth...
that you just couldn't even pay attention to anything else anymore and without moticing it all...