Maybe it's not me.
I tried to make it as obvious as possible that I was- am struggling
I tried to tell you
I tried to show you
I don't think you ever noticed and if you did you ignored it
You put so much pressure on me, expecting me to be perfect- and trust me I want to be perfect but I'm not and I know that
Did you not hear me when I asked you to move the scale to somewhere else in the house? Somewhere that i wouldn't be able to find it?You heard me say I that i have to talk myself into eat
I told you I hate myself and you were so selfish to presume that you made me hate myself! No! I have always hated myself.
Do you think you could make me love myself with the way you think? So narrow minded it's laughable!
I don't think I'm the problem anymore.
Maybe its you....
YOU ARE READING
Poetry Written at 3am
ПоэзияBasically random rants about various topics and my attempts at poetry If you actually look forward to what I write (you probably don't): I don't have an update schedule umm if you want me to update you can tell me and I probably will sooo..... yeah...
