so i don't really have any one to talk to this BS abt so i'm here lol.
so STRAIGHT to the point i liked this girl, last call her M. so for the longest time i knew i liked her but i would always deny it due to the fact she had a gf, lets call her gf A. so i was always thinking ' girl you don't like her.' or ' yeah she cute but you don't like her' stuff like that. until one day. we were all in class per usual. and it was me, M and two other friends, let's call them R and K. so R and K have been boyfriend and girlfriend for a couple week at the time of what i'm tell you but have never kissed (0w0). So as gfs and bfs do R finally decided that, the current class period all four of us were in would be the PERFECT TIME. he thought wrong. so R musters up the courage and kisses K in front of me and M. so as usual(or at least me) i 'aweeeed' at the action, as, well, as I would. but M on the other hand was a different story. after the kiss M goes on to say "wow dude you didn't even kiss her right" to R which he was not fond of. R proceeds to say " then you show me the RIGHT way" which shocked me and K who have been silent during the interaction. so, M being the ambitious BITCH she says "okay". funny thing was, her girlfriend wasn't in our period. my lucky day. with the absence of A, me R and K we're all confused at the statement, seeing her girlfriend was NOT IN OUR CLASS. R acknowledged the fact that A was not there, and goes on to say " well show me" wanting M to kiss K so R can beat her ass. R isn't afraid of getting suspended. but to our surprise M said "no she's your girlfriend" and with that proceeds to look at me. wtf. and next thing i realize, all eyez on me. now i've never kissed anyone besides my mom, and they knew that and decided to use that to my demise. i proceed to say "um no no no i've never kissed anyone" and R K and M all laugh and so do i, i find myself hilarious. but this time M decided to say 'fuck it and do it anyways' and with that, she's inches away from my face and BOOM the deed was done, and she had taken my first kiss. great way to lose it huh? when she backs up she looks at me, and not just regular, she had satans SOUL in her eyes like she was abt to have some fun teasing me, which she did. a lot in fact. so now once again, all eyez on me. as one done when being kissed out of nowhere i yell " M WTF WAS THAT". seeing my flustered state she grins like she is a crazed lunatic and says, "giving you a kiss baby" which sends me off the deep end. 1(from being called baby from someone other than my mom and 2( realizing she's doing all of this fully knowing, she has a girlfriend. and she wasn't slick abt it she just, KISSED ME IN FRONT OF EVERYONE. but unfortunately R and K also find this hilarious and they say " woah (my name) you looked like you liked it" with the same girl M had on her face. ofc, i lie and deny all of it but M wasn't believing that. so " Oh really?" she says and once again, kisses me. at this point in redder than kirishimas hair and trying my best not to cry. but once again, i deny all assumptions of the fact that i did indeed like it, i'm still ashamed to this day. so for all of class until the end of the period she tries and get the truth out of me, which she does but not until 2 days later. and thank the GODS the bell ring as she tried to kiss me again, and i pulled a tay-k and ran the RACE back to my locker to get my stuff and dip. but apparently word has already spread that she had kissed me but as rumors do, the situation got twisted to the point where the story was "(my name) AND M KISSED IN CSI(the class we were in)" and unfortunately, it got to A who was not happy about it. so i'm at my locker literally going at the speed of light to get my stuff together when out of the corner of my eye i see A ruching towards me woth a red face and fists ready to fight. i fully turn to look at her as she sets her stuff down and yells in my face " SO YOU KISSED M HUH, SO YIU JUST GOING AROUND KISSING GIRLS GIRLFRIENDS HUH" all her accusations were false but i was to much of a pussy to say that. so i PUSH her out the way and RUN down to the bus, and to my super rise she isn't follow me, thankfully. i went home and went to sleep. and when i wake up i'm FLOODED with texts saying 'why would you do that' and 'how was it' type shit, i deleted them all. i wasn't in the mood what so ever. and the, maybe next week i got the same questions all the time but i refused to answer. but all those questions led me up to telling M how i felt bc yes in the week from when she kissed me, my feelings for her had gotten deeper, yay. so when she found out she decided to act up. so until this day she teases me, says thing like 'hey babe' and when she decides to be mrs flirty pants says stuff like 'what i'm not doing anything' trying to be a slick mf and get me to say what she's doing to me. and all of that stuff has led A to lie on my name. me and her used to be friends, now i fucking hate that hoe. she has accused me of 'saying stuff abt her' like i'm problematic, okay anyways. she proceeds to get me ignored by half of the grade bc i said something abt her. like these bitches need to grow up. but when i asked her abt it, she says " oh i just heard" like BITCH AND I JUST HEARD THIS PAIR OF SCISSORS GO UP YOUR ASS, SUCK MY DICK WHORE. then once i confronted her she acted like nun happened. long story short, i got kissed ignored and re-friended in the span of two weeks. gotta love teens.
jeez that was a lot but i need to get it off my chest and now ion like her anymore and in fact i think i'm starting to like my best friend, again yay. but that's for another time and for now, so long and goodnight.
-k.
