Lost G!P

Chapter 72

"Jennie.. " Lisa mutter as she tried to hold Jennie's arm but the latter back away.

This time, Jennie's tears fall down on her cheeks. She wiped it as she lowered down her head. She has no idea why the hell is she crying, she couldn't look at Lisa as she can feel the pain, the pain that she thought were gone years ago.

"Everything is enough Jennie" Lisa said, she closed her fist before she brushed her hair and looked at the sea, she's taking deep breaths because she couldn't contain the upcoming questions from Jennie, she knows that this day will come "Everything is enough, it's just.. It's just I'm just stupid because I failed"

The tall girl looked at Jennie "I failed on holding you.. I failed Jennie. I'm sorry if I disappoint you" Her voice cracked.

Jennie looked at Lisa, building up her courage to look at her "You failed because I also failed to give you everything?" She asked.

"No Jennie.. You're enough, it's-"

"I wasn't. You know that Lisa, I wasn't enough!" Jennie yelled at her. She broke down into tears, she's not wiping it anymore and letting it to pour down on her cheeks "If I was enough, then tell me. Why did you look for someone else? Why did you accuse me for cheating?"

"I was mad and jealous that time. I don't know why should I think when I saw you in Mino's house.. I know I didn't listen to you that's because I was blinded by my anger. This isn't good explanation but I am telling the truth Jennie. My mind was occupied that time that made me laid someone, it's a mistake" Lisa uttered, she bow down her head and begin to sobs.

"Why did you have to ask for abortion Lisa? You felt happy when Somi got pregnant and you even proudly said to me that she's carrying your child.. How about Reign? Tell me, is that the mistake you're telling me? It looks like Reign is the mistake" Jennie tried to composed her words and hit Lisa's chest "We were together Lisa for 8 years.. Why did you leave me? I turned my back on everything just for you Lisa.. "

Jennie punch Lisa's chest slowly, she burst into tears and her eyes are getting blurry because of the teardrops.

"I don't why it happened Jennie. I don't know why" Lisa bit her bottom lip to suppressed her sobs from coming out.

"Why now? Why just now Lisa? We waited for you so why just now?" Jennie asked a lot of times.

Lisa didn't reply and let her tears painted on her cheeks.

"I begged on you, I almost crawl down on your feet just to be with me. I swallow my pride so you can step on my ego, hoping that you'll come back to me but I was wrong. You looked for someone else" Jennie cry her heart out "I accepted it Lisa, I accepted that fact someone was carrying your child as well. I made myself looked so stupid to the point that it was fine with me.. But why? I want to know why Lisa!"

Jennie cried the last two words to Lisa, she hit her again on the chest but this time, she's using her both hands.

"I ran away because I thought you'll look for me! That you'll realized that I am worth it, I waited for you Lisa! I was ready to put aside my anger and be with you again but you didn't show up. I waited for you every minute, every day and night.. Hoping that you'll message me to come back. I almost kill myself for waiting for you, that's how stupid I was. You were my life Lisa.. What am I to you? Lisa please tell me what just happened.. What happened Lisa?"

Jennie curled down her knees and started to cry out loud. She's screaming all her pain that she buried down on her chest for the past three years. Lisa stood there and closed her eyes she cried so hard.