love after heartbreak.

The club!

We go into our rooms and start getting ready for the club..........

Sarah and myself have just had a shower and now we are looking for something to wear. Im looking threw my clothes and I cant seem to find anything I want to wear. Sarah please help me find something to wear I don't no what to wear. Sarah is looking threw my clothes and pulls out the dress the dreaded dress. You have to wear this Emma its sexy. I don't no is it not too rafeeling? The dress Sarah is holding up is shorter than I would normally wear and has no sides in it and is open at the back and also black. No definitely not u will look hot in it. I don't no I think I would be paranoid in it all night. Why Emma you have a great figure you should show it off plus Noah wont beable to keep his hands off you. MMMM I think im a bit too old to wear that. You are not you are wearing it and that's that you will look amazing. Fine what dress you wearing? My red one. Great choice Sarahs dress is slim fitting v neck line and sparkling it really is a stunning dress. Rite lets make a start on our makeup. We start to do out hair and makeup and we aren't finished for over an hour. We get out dressed on our heels grab our drinks our key and handbag and leave the room. We get to the guys door and I freeze. Emma whats wrong? I really don't no about this dress I feel really fat In it. Awk wise up you look great. Im about to turn and go change when Sarah has knocked the door. Lets see what Noah thinks of your dress. No Sarah you bitch I was goin to change. The door flys open and John anwers. He whistles hey hey sexy ladies use look great. Thank John. John you not think this dress is too refeeling? Hell no if I was straight Noah would have no chance. I burst out laughing. John closes the door behinds us Hey Adam Noah Sarah and Emma are here? They come in from the balcony and Noahs mouth falls open. Peter takes a double look at both me and Sarah then turns and whispers something In the guys ear. John pipes up Noah u mite want to close that mouth before you catch a fly. I start to laugh and Noah walks over to me. Hi. Hi you look amazing Emma. Thank you you don't look too bad yourself. Do you not thinks this dress is a bit much I feel real naked in it and im paranoid. Definitely not you look stunning. Thank you but if I still feel like this in an hour im going to change. Noah leans down and kisses me. U want a drink? please we brought some with us. No me and Adam got use some tonight is on us guys. I smile to Noah and he takes my hand and we sit down on the couch. Me and Sarah are handed a drink. I can feel Noahs hand moving up and down my back I turn and look at him and he smirks he knows hes giving me goosebumps he leans over and whispers in my ear just a pity you are staying in you own room tonight I can see you aint wearing a bra. No im not i couldn with this dress. Just a shame I wont beable to take you out of this dress. I smack him on the arm Noah stop that. Why? Because I said so. Is it turning you are? Maybe. Good. Noah gets up and walks into the kitchen and im left feeling rather warm.  I get up from the couch Emma were you goin? Im just going to get some fresh air Sarah ill be back in a minute. I go out to the balcony with my drink and im looking out at the pool im standing there for a while when I feel two arms wrap around my waist. Hey babe U ok? Yea I am im just thinking, Thinking about what? That I am going to go change this dress I look stupid. No you do not you look great honestly. Ok. Is there something else bothering you. Don't no if I should say don't want to ruin the night. What is it u no u can talk to me. I no ok I take a deep breath and turn to Noah. Tomorrow would be 18 months since Leo rapped me and I thought it would get easier but I don't think it is one day im ok the next I feel like im back there again and it scares me. Shit sorry I shouldn be putting this all on you. Hey don't be silly u can tell me anything im here I want to help. You no I have been feeling a lot better since I meet you and I cant thank you enough for that. I look up at Noah and he smiles at me. I have never felt so close to a woman in a such a short period of time Emma. I feel the same as you Noah. I sure am going to miss you when I leave. He leans down and kisses me. Me to Emma me to. I feel a tear slip out of my eye and I wipe it away. Noah pulls me into a hug and kisses the top of my head. Hey lets go get you a drink before we go. Ok. We walk back into the room and Sarah looks at me. Hey Emma you ok? Yea im fine don't worry. U sure? yes im sure. Ok. She gives me this weird look I just shake my head and she turns away. We have been sitting drinking for a while when we decide its time to go. Hey can use give me a sec until I run next door I forgot my jacket ill be back in a sec. I leave their room and go into mine to grab a jacket the door is just about to close behind me when Sarah walks in. So Emma are u goin to tell me why you were crying earlier? What I wasn't cryin. Emma I have known u for over 15 years I no when u have been crying. Ok ok look at your phone what date is it? The 18th why??? Things  are quiet for a while then it hits her. Oh shit Emma are you ok? Not really but I don't want to ruin every ones night so im holding it back.  Its ok Emma come here. Sarah walks over to me and hugs me. Im here if u need to talk you no that ok Ilove you pet. I love u to mrs. Rite lets go I grab my jacket and put it on im feeling cold tonight. We leave the room and meet the  guys at the elevator everyone is talking and laughing except me. Noah and Sarah both keep looking at me so I just smile.