love after heartbreak.

First night

OH SHIT!! I guess I am playing never have I ever.

Alright who wants to go first?? Adam u can since this was ur idea. Ok ok let me see. Never have I ever kissed a guy. Me an john drink the shot. I look round at the guys. Noah whispers in my ear Oh yea John is gay. Oh really I have always wanted a gay friend. Ok Noah ur next. Rite never have I ever took drugs. Again I drank my shot and so did peter and Adam. Noah looks at me. It was years ago when I was round 18 then I got sick of it and just stopped. Ok Emma ur next oh great mmmmm never have I ever........ skinny dipped. Everyone drinks their shot but me. Seriously am I the only one that hasn't done that. Looks like it. This went on for a while until I couldn take it anymore. Hey that's me im done that game was so unfair I felt like those questions were all aimed at me. All the guys start laughing while I get comfy on the chair ready to just relax and chat. Noah comes and sits beside me. So Emma what happened your marriage ended. MMMMM I don't really want to talk bout that lets just say im glad im out it was a very hard year until I decided to leave. its still hard sometimes but im getting there my kids help me a lot the are my world. What age are your kids jackson is 10 and lilly is 8. oh rite wee age u must of had them young. mmm not really I was 20 when I fell pregnant with Jackson. Anyways what bout you Noah you with anyone. Actually no I have recently got out of a relationship just over a month ago. She cheated on me. Oh im sorry. No its fine I had my suspicions and I was right so. Well if it helps I no what that feels like sooo. ohhhh im sooo drunk rite now and tired. Hey wat time is it??? Its 6.30. What in the morning oh shit I need to get to bed Sarah wants to go to the pool in the morning and I aint goin to be fit for that in this state. I get up from the seat and look around for my key card. Hey have u guys seen my key card I cant find it. No sorry. How the hell am I goin to get into my room if I cant find the key. You could jump the balcony. Then what fall on my face and break my nose. Well how else u goin to get into ur room. Shit rite ok ill jump the balcony. We go outside onto their balcony and I stare at it for a while thinking to myself im so stupid for losing that key. I swing one leg over the wall and when I was about to swing the other I hit it off the side of the wall and I fall onto my balcony on my butt and by did it hurt. The guys head swings over the wall and they are all asking me if im ok. I just give the thumbs up as im afraid if I try to talk I will cry because that shit really hurt. Noah jumps over the wall and hes now standing over me he puts his hand out and I take it to try get up. When I do I wince in pain. Hey u sure your ok u fell pretty hard. Yeah im ok my butt is killing me though im goin to have a bruise in a few hours. Rite I need to get in. Thanks guys for a good night ill maybe see use at the pool later. Yea sounds good. Oh and hey if use find my key id like it back. No problem.

I go into my room as quietly as I can and I just fall down face first into the bed im so tired now and need sleep. 

Im being woke by Sarah shaking me telling me to get up she wants to get the good beds at the pool. Sarah what time is it?? its 10.30. Awk come on I have only had a few hours sleep. Well if we leave it any later all the good the bed will be took. Ok ok how bout u go get the beds and I will meet u down there shortly I literally only had a couple hours sleep. why sure I thought u went to bed same time as me. nope I couldn sleep I ended up in my underwear drinking on the balcony with u wont believe it noah centineo. yea rite im sure. im serious sarah they are staying next door I ended up in there drinking and playing never have I ever until 6.30 this morning. They meant to be meeting us at the pool today if u don't believe me. fk emma are u serious? yes totally lost the key card in their room so had to jump over the balcony fell rite down on my ass and boy does it fking hurt. I haven't looked yet to see if im marked. let me see. holy shit emma u have a massive bruise on ur ass. awk flip sake first night here and im bruised. rite go u down get those beds and ill meet u down there in a few I need a shower. ok but u better not be long. I wont I promise. ok see u down there bye. bye oh bring ur key card I have to see if the guys found mine yet. ok.