Did that just happen?

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Noah POV. 

Im sittin at the pool bar as Emma walks away I watch her go over say something to Sarah and leave. Did that just happen? Did Emma just end things with me? Even though we were never offical it still stings. I order another a beer and walk over to Sarah and Adam I sit down and let out a breath I didn no I was holding. Sarah is looking at me. So Noah what the hell just happened there Emma seems upset? She ended things. What why? Shes said that we shouldn do this anymore because she goes home in a couple of days and its goin to end anyways so mite as well do it now. Ok so what did you do to make her say that? I look at Sarah I wasn't honest with her about Sophie. What you mean you weren't honest with her about Sophie? I didn tell her that a part of me came here to think about getting back together with Sophie and now Emma thinks I have lead her and Sophie on. Have you? No that phone call this morning Sophie was pissed when she seen a picture I put on Instagram as Emma is in the background of it but I never told er I meet Emma. But you also didn't tell her that it was over am I rite? Yes I didn no were my head was at when I got here them Emma came along and I knew I didn want to get back together with Sophie but I didn tell her that. Ok ok I think Emma thinks she has done wrong as she would never of went as far as she did with you if she knew use were still talking and you were thinking of getting back together with Sophie Emma wouldn want to be the reason for use not to get back if its what use really wanted she prob feel like crap. I no and I hate myself for it. Look Noah I will talk to her try explain but I don't no if she would want to continue as we do leave in a couple of days and use weren't planning on continuing then were use? We agreed to keep in contact and be friends at least. Rite ill talk to her but ill leave her be for a while. We have been at the pool for over an hour I hear Sarah. Im goin to go check on Emma she aint replying to my texts ill be rite back. Sarah leave and adam starts talking. Are you ok man you have been awful quiet for a while? Honestly no im not I no we haven known each other long but I feel like crap I really fking liked her now I have lost her all together she probably wont even want to be friends now. Is friends all you want with Emma? Of course not but its what she suggested and I am not rushing her if that's all she wants then I was willing and just hope it would turn into something more. You never no she mite come round. I don't no man I really fked up. I look up and see Sarah coming towards us. How is she? Shes sleeping she look like she was crying her cheeks were wet so she doesn seem good. ill check on her again later. When I gear that Emma has been crying my heart drops I done that to her I hurt her big time after she trusted me not to. How can I fix this. My thoughts are interrupted when Adam speaks to me. Noah you coming to the bar with us tonight just for few quiet drinks. I don't no not really in the mood. Ill talk to Emma see is she will come. Ok ill go. Great. We continue at the pool for another couple hours when Sarah says she will have to go make  sure Emma is ok. Ill see use later. Bye. We don't stay long sfter that we pack up our things and make our way to the room. Once there Adam jumps into the shower I open a beer and sit on the couch. I have so many thoughts goin threw my head I don't no why im feeling like this towards Emma when I have only just meet her. Does she feel this strong towards me? No she couldn or she wouldn of ended things. Or maybe she does and shes scared of being hurt again like I have hurt her FK. I throw my head back on the chair and Adam walks out. Hey man what you thinking about that has you looking soo pissed? Emma. Oh say no more go get ready they should be here soon. Is Emma coming? I don't no man sorry. I get up and go for a shower. I hope she does come so we can talk. 


Emma POV.

Im still lying in bed when Sarah come back from the pool. Hey Emma you awake you ok I came to check on you and you were sleeping you looked like you had been crying? Was it that noticeable? Kind of tell me why did you end it if your upset about it u must have feelings for him? Of course I have feelings for him Sarah I haven't felt this way about any guy I have ever meet this soon not even Leo. Then why end it? I had to I need him to get his head straight and figure out if he wants Sophie or not hes clearly not over her. Im sure he is. If he was he wouldn be still taking her calls. I understand. How is he anyways? Truthfully hes not great hes bummed. He hardly spoke when you left. Really that bad huh. Yea he was. So you coming out with us tonight? We goin to a bar down the street. Naw I think im going to have a quiet one but don't let me stop you goin. Are you sure I don't want to leave you on ur own. Yes im sure now go get ready im just goin to lie here and read. Ok Ill be back shortly goin to jump in he shower. Sarah heads into the shower and I lift my phone and look threw the pictures I come to the one of me and Noah this morning at the beach. We both look so happy well I no I was in that minute it was the happiest I had been in a very long time. I feel a tear falling and I wipe it away quick as I hear Sarah leave the bathroom she looks at me. Hey you ok? Yip im fine what you wearing tonight? Just shorts and shirt something simple tonight. Nice I get up off the bed and walk to the kitchen to get a bottle of water when I come back Sarah is dressed. Hey you want some help with you hair or anything/ MMM No im goin to just put my hair up and do a little makeup thanks though. No problem well im goin to jump back into bed here have a good night. You sure you wont come? No not really feeling it enjoy your night though. I head back into the room and close the door I jump into the bed and pull out my book. an hour later I hear the  door close which tells me Sarah has left. I continue to read while cuddled in bed but I cant stop thinking about Noah so  I put the book down and pull the covers up to my chin and just lay there. I hope hes ok I didn want to hurt him but I didn want hurt either its for the best I no it is. 

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