love after heartbreak.

Noah pov

Emma has just gone to bed. I no she isn't herself and she told me she was scared to be incase Ben told me to finish with her. I don't no were she got that idea from as in my eyes my personal life is my choice not Ben's. When Emma is gone Ben speaks. So Emma is quiet from the stories you told me from ibiza I didn't think she was quiet. She's usually not but she's worried as you may put it to be herself around you. Why? She think if you don't like her you can get me to break up with her. You no I cant do that I can advice you yes on weather the relationship is good or bad for your rep but I cant make you break up with her. I no I told her that I no you will love her once you get to know her she a great woman. There has been alot of talk online about an age gap it cant be that much can it she doesn't look much older than you?. 6 years few months. Mmmm more than I thought to be honest. What's wrong with people and age man we love each other why should age matter. If it doesn't matter to you then so what what other people think. I look at Ben and smile. BUT. Awk I knew there was a but. I will like to get to know her so I no weather this is going to be bad or good for you. I get that but doesn't mean I will be breaking up with her. I no but I'm your manager and I have to give you advice weather you listen to it or not that's your choice. I no. So what's it like? What's what like? The sex of course. Come on do you think I'm going to talk about that with you I don't think so. I can feel my face getting warm and Ben laughs. Ok by the colour your face is going it must be good. I just groan and get up off the chair. Do you want a drink?. Yea sure. I go into the kitchen and because I have been thinking of sex with Emma I'm in a bit of a predicament. Shit please go away please go away. I get the drinks out of the fridge fix myself some way so Ben doesn't notice and go back into the living room. I see he has put a movie on and has got comfy. Alright there Ben. Yea sorry these seats are so fucking comfy. I no ain't they I never want to get out of them once I sit down. Its quiet for a while I haven't a clue what movie we are watching but it's pretty good. So Noah when are you planning are going back home. Well I'm here for 2 weeks. Well I need those forms and all signed  before I go back. I'll do it tomorrow. We sit there and talk for another while about random shit and when I look at the clock its says that's it's almost 2am. Shit Ben look at the time I'm going to go to bed. Yea me to. We get up and I switch everything off while Ben heads up the stairs I follow shortly behind him and quietly go into Emma room. She is sound asleep and she looks beautiful as always. I am so in love with this woman I hope the distance between us doesn't fuck everything up. I head into the bathroom and get washed then go into the room and pull off my clothes and jump into bed. Emma turns over in her sleep and is moaning I'm hoping it's not another bad dream. So I turn to her wrap my arms around her and she settles down. Doesn't take me long and I'm asleep.

I wake up the next morning and put my arm out the best is empty. When I look at the clock I see it says 11.32. Shit I slept until this time were has Emma gone? I get up from bed and make my way down stairs everything is off. I go into the kitchen and sitting on the table is a note.

Hey babe. Didn't want to wake you before I left as I dont think you got to bed too early. Anyways I had to bring the kids to school and have a few things I need to do this morning but I should be back for lunch. I'll see you later.

Love Emma xx

I smile to myself and run up stairs to get a shower when I get to the top I see Ben coming out of the bathroom in a towel. I cant believe I slept until this time. I no me either Ben I think I'm just too comfy here. Yea have to say that bed was comfy to im glad I didn stay in a hotel those bed are not comfy half the time. I'm going to go get ready I'll see you down stairs. Sure Ben Emma has gone out she was gone before I left but said she should be back by lunch so I'm going to jump in the shower.