Once Upon A Mistake (Mistake #1)

Chapter 25

I was depressed, They didn't know. No one knows. My dad, My cousins. Only my bestfriend.

Sa sobrang kalungkutan, naisipan 'kong magpakamatay. That time I was lost and I found myself in the top of a building, then suddenly aga was there he tried to stop me. He said if I joined a gang I will be happy. So I joined. I'm stupid but I know what I'm doing. Noong unang araw tinorture nila ako.

They locked me inside a room full of fighting equipments. They didn't let me eat, umiinom lang ako ng tubig. Hangga't dumating ang araw na ang naging sandalan ko nalang sa kalungkutan ay ang pakikipaglaban kung kani kanino and I was lucky, I manage to be the top 1 feard woman in the whole gang.

But that didn't last, alam 'kong aalis ako sa gang. Patayin man nila ako, o ano. Alam 'kong aalis ako. When I was still happy to be in the gang, hindi ko naisipang lisanin ito pero it was.. stupid.. it was so so stupid.

I was a monster, No I'm still a monster. No one deserves me,  and one day I'm gonna kill myself because of this.

That was my thoughts, until she came into my life.

She's the reason why I started to get away from the group. And I think she really love him. She loves him so much, na nagawa niya akong traydurin. It was her love for him that ruin us. I was angry I felt betrayed but, I realized then..

"You're boyfriend is so sweet, please take care of him." She said, with teary eyes. Ngumiti ako at tumawa.

"Yes," I said, nakakapagtataka kung bakit niya ito sinabi pero isana walang bahala ko iyon.

We shared each other problems and our difficulties. I said to her I was depressed but I didn't said my story.

"Do you feel the same?" I asked when I said I was feeling sad and empty each day, lalo na pag May nakikita akong masasayang pamilya.

"I'm not depressed, Mira. I'm just... having a problem with my boyfriend." She said with a teary eyes,

"Why? You can tell me." I said at bahagya niyang isinandal ang ulo niya sa akin.

"Hmmm, he's very possessive. Last time I just talk with jairus. Inakala niya ng nagchecheat ako." Pumatak ang luha sakanyang mga mata, hindi ko alam ang gagawin kaya inalo ko nalang ang likod niya.

"Break up with him," Alam 'kong wala akong karapatan maki alam sa relasyon nila pero, She need to know. She need to break up with him.

"But I love him, Mira. I just.. don't want him to be like that." She laughed between the tears, she tried to get better. Stupid me, She always made me better but I can't make her better.

"Kaya sobrang swerte mo sa boyfriend mo," umiling nalang ako at binigyan niya Lang ako ng ngiti at salita na bumagabag sa 'kin hanggang ngayon.

"I'm so proud, at alam 'kong proud din sila sa 'yo. Only if you knew."

Mabilis ang pangyayari, hindi ko alam kung bakit nagawa 'kong tumakas sa mga kamay ng benteng kalalakihan. I didn't kill them though ni-hindi ako nakipag laban.

All because of him, The guy turned his head to me as I rolled my eyes at him.

"Gotcha," kumindat sa 'kin si fourth ng makalapit. Lumayo ako pero natawa lang siya sa reaksyon ko. "I'm not an enemy. Tsk, eto na regalo ko sayo." Hindi pa din ako naniniwala sa nangyari.

How can fourth stop them? Siya ba ang May ari nito ng hotel? Siya ba yung boss? Sino ka fourth?

"Sino ka 'ba talaga?" Itinutok ko ang baril ko sa ulo niya ng sinubukan niyang hawakan ang sugat sa braso ko.