Once Upon A Mistake (Mistake #1)

Chapter 15

"Hey let's go back." I ordered him even if i know he won't follow my order.

"No, we won't." Expected.

Pinatay niya ang Ac nang sasakyan at agad binuksan ang bintana, it's already 7 pm when he himself decided to controlled me to go home.

I didn't not yet want to go home but dad says so, he said to me that we will just talk properly in some other time and he apologises.

Isn't great?

But now, gusto ko na talagang suwayin nalang si daddy at bumalik roon and I don't fucking know why i want to come back when there's no need to talk about anymore.

Mabuti talaga at binuksan ni buwan ang bintana nang sasakyan dahil kung hindi, na suffocate na ako dahil sa init.

His ac is trash, mainit pa din kahit may ac kanina.

I want to come back, but I can't. Siguro dahil medyo pagod na at ayaw ko na ding suwayin nuna si daddy. Maybe some other time.

"What are you thinking?" Nagulat ako sa biglaang tanong na lumabas sa bibig ni buwan mula sa gilid ko.

I rolled my eyes, "Wala ka nang pake alam dun."

Wala naman na talaga, ano siya? Close ko? Tsk kahit close ko man siya hindi ko sasabihin ang nasa isip ko.

He sighed, "I know I don't have the right to ask this but.." Napatingin ako sakanya, nakuha ang atensiyon ko dahil na curious ako kung anong sasabihin niya because damn.. he looks serious. "Where do you meet tito? I just want to know, I don't mean anything by that."

Aghhh! Not again, akala niya din ba mistress—

"No, I'm not thinking of you in that way miracle!" W-what..

I guessed he read my expressions.

"Really?" I sarcastically said same as my smiled right now.

"I know you more than you thought." Umiwas siya nang tingin at sa kalsada ibinaling.

Medyo kinabahan ako sa sinabi niya pero agad 'ko itong tinanggal sa sistema.

Ah, really. If he know me that much then he should've known what I'm feeling right now.

"I know you're sad, baby. I just don't know why but please.." damnit! Why is he calling me baby and why did he knows what I'm really feeling. Am i that obvious?!

"Let me stay with you." Halos malaglag ang panga ko sa sinabi niya sa akin.

The cold wind brushes against my skin as i felt it again, again and again. Loud beats.

"W-why are you crying? Damn, damn.. do you want me not to stay? do you want me to stop the car?" I can't believe his panicking because of me.

Ayokong umiyak sa harap niya, I'll become such a pathetic woman. Kakaawan niya pa ako pero wala na akong pake, kaawaan niya man o ako o hindi.. wala na akong pake.

I just really want to let this pain out. Lahat, lahat ng nangyare ngayon.

I want to let it out, just tonight. Ipapakita ko na kung gaano ako kahina.

"Hey miracle.. please tell me what to do.. I'll do it." Hindi na siya makapag focus sa pag drive, muntikan na nga kaming mauntog sa may poste pero nailiko niya agad yun.

"Stop the car." Agad niya namang sinunod ang sinabi ko

Ni hindi ko na kayang makapagsalita nang maayos damn!

Pag hinto sa may medyo walang taong lugar ay agad niya akong kinulong sa mga bisig niya, It felt warmer but the tears won't stop falling. He doesn't even know why I'm crying.

His hug is so warm, and I don't know.. how can i push him.. While this comforts me so much.

"Buwan, please.. let's just go back to normal." habang maaga pa please, hanggang kaya ko pang ibaon ang lahat please.

I want to stop what I'm feeling, this is so wrong.

"Normal? This is normal."

Umiling lang ako ng paulit ulit bago pinunasan na ang luha, tumingala ako. I don't want him to see me this way.

"Simula sa araw na 'to pwede bang lumayo na tayo sa isa't isa?" Walang emosyon 'kong sinabi na nakatingala pa din.

"Why would i do that? I don't follow." Dinig kong sabi niya, malapit sa aking tenga. "Unless i wanted too." Bulong niya pa.

Arrogant brat!

"Just stop this! Let's stop the communication and all!" I shouted,

"Buwan sumunod ka na nga lang!" Singhal ko pa at lilingon na sana sa posisyon niya ngunit nagka mali ako.

He's way too close to me!

"I need a valid reason why should I stay away from you." Umiiling niyang sabi at hinawakan ang baba ko, Yumuko ako ngunit tinaas niya uli ang aking baba. Sanhi para mapatingin ako sakanyang mga mata.

Gusto 'kong tanggalin pero pano? Hindi ko magawa!

"B-because.. I- I hate you!" Siguro naman valid reason na yun diba?!

"Why do you hate me?" Mas lalo siyang lumalapit, halos magdikit na ang mga ilong namin!

Of course, alam mo naman diba! We hate each other from the very beginning.

Gusto ko siya itulak! Gusto ko, sobra sobra pero wala akong lakas!

How can i stop him? If i want this too!

"I hate you because I can't have you!"
Oh, yes! Goodjob heilynne. Nadulas ka pa!

"that's not—" I was about to explain what it means but he stopped me,

"If I'll tell you, you can.. you will not hate me then?"