Really Bad Boy

Now I know

After Chan took care of the younger, Felix was avoiding him rest of the night. In the house, he stayed cooped up in his room. Using text as his only way of communication. Chan didn't like how the younger was distancing himself from him. He made his way to Felix's room, hoping he could get the younger to come out.

*knock knock*

"Lix, are you ok?"  Chan asked worriedly through the other side of the door.

Felix was curled up under his blanket, hugging his plushie as he quietly cried to himself.

"Y-ya... I'm just um... tired..." he stuttered out as he tried wiping his tears with his sleeve.

Chan knew Felix didn't sound like himself, something was wrong.

"Are you sure? Do you want to talk?" He hesitantly asked before place his hand lightly on the doorknob.

"N-no! I'm ok... I just want to sleep... good night Chan... and thank you... for everything..." he sat up on his bed as he yelled back to the older.

"Ok Lix... of course... and good night..." Chan quietly said from the other side of the door. He pressed his forehead against it for a a few seconds, thinking of how fragile Felix is. He let out a sigh before reluctantly pulling himself away and walking to the living room. He hoped some TV would get his mind of worrying about the younger.

After about 15 min of watching some random shows, he still couldn't get his mind off Felix. Still concerned for his cuts, bruises, and mental state. Not only that, he missed the warmth of the younger next to him when they would watch TV together. That night he slowly drifted off the sleep, still feeling it was one of the coldest nights for him as he didn't have Felix's warm body with his. It was in his sleep he realized, he can't live without the younger even if he tried....

Felix continued to quietly sob into his pillow. The more he cried over his feelings, the more he missed Chan... the more he hated ... being .... alone.....

Chan... I love you... and I'm sorry....

His tears and over stressing eventually drifted him off to sleep, also missing Chan's warmth...

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The next day, Felix continued to avoid him, even the car ride to campus was quiet. Chan kept thinking the boy was just still shook from the fight, trying to give him the space he needed.

However, the end of his class didn't go as how Chan was expecting. As soon as he finished,  Felix approached him with a paper....

"Excuse me?" Chan questioned sternly.

"I- I said...can you sign this form...so I can switch over to Dr. Park's Teaching assistant..." Felix said while keeping his head down.

The class had emptied when Felix approached Chan with his request.

"I-I think it's also best... if I move out. C-Changbin said he can make room for me" he muttered as he avoided eye contact with the older.

"Hold on a damn minute" Chan said.
"Why? Did I do something to upset you?" He asked with his arms crossed.

"No..."

"Then why?"

"It's complicated...can you just sign it please?"

Chan... please don't make this harder for me than it already is.... please...

The lesser the time interacting with Chan, the easier Felix can get over his feelings he thought. He could already feel himself almost start to tear up, but then he put on the cold shoulder so he can just get this over with.

"No" Chan said with a shrug.

"What?"

"I said no until you tell me the real reason why" he furrowed his eyebrows as he stared at Felix intently.

I know why Felix... just tell me...

Felix began to get frustrated.

"Ugh...can you just fucking sign it?!" Felix raised his voice.

"Felix, watch your tone with me. And I said NO until you tell me why" Chan sternly said back.

"Fine, fuck it. I'll just forge the shit and give it to Dr. Park" Felix said before turning around trying to leave.

Chan rushed in front of him, closing door and blocking his way now.

"Can you fucking move?"

"Felix, I said WATCH your mouth with me" Chan threatened.

"Or what?" Felix cocked his head, bringing back his attitude.

Chan surprised the boy by locking the door before walking towards him, making Felix cower backwards.

"W-what are you doing?"

Chan kept walking, slowly inching the boy backwards.

"Oh, not a bad boy anymore are we?" Chan said sarcastically.

He kept walking towards Felix as now the boy was backed up against the older's desk, with nowhere else to go.

Fuck...

Chan slammed his hand on the desk trapping Felix in his space, now leaning closer into the boy he spoke up.

"Felix, tell me WHY you don't want to be my assistant anymore ?"

"I-I just don't... " he said shyly looking away from Chan's eyes.

Chan grabbed him by the chin, forcing the boy to have eye contact with him.

"Felix, don't lie to me".

"I'm not!"

"FELIX!"

"I said-"

Just then, Felix was cut off by a pair of lips on his. He stood frozen for a moment, before realizing what just happened......

OOP, how Felix gonna react? 👀🤭

Fun fact: My dimple is in the same place as Chan's lol

Sadly I only have one tho. Lol