Really Bad Boy

There's only one thought in my head

He... he found someone else...?

That thought ran through Felix's mind over and over as he quietly rushed back downstairs quietly, making sure Chan didn't know he was home yet. He ran into his room to try and calm himself. But all that happened was more tears.

He grabbed a pillow to quietly sob into it. Felix didn't know what to think anymore. Was Chan a playboy? Did he lie to him all this time? He cried for a few more minutes until he heard Chan had come downstairs.

Is he tired of me already...?

He quickly wiped his tears, trying make it look like he wasn't crying. That's when he got off the bed to walk out the room.

He slowly peeked out his room to see Chan in the kitchen drinking some water and texting on his phone.

It's probably her....

Felix tried shaking his head of those thoughts, trying to act normal as possible as he walked into the kitchen.

"H-hi Chan...." he greeted as he inched closer to the older.

Chan immediately perked up at seeing Felix, he hadn't seen the boy since his class all day so of course he missed him.

"Hey baby, you're home!" He went to pull Felix by his hips into a hug, Felix gave him a small smile as he hugged back. Chan had pulled away to kiss him, but noticed he didn't really kiss back.

"Baby, what's wrong?" He asked with concern.

Felix looked down, " Nothing... I'm just tired".

Chan lifted his head by the chin trying to get eye contact.

"Are you sure? Do you feel sick?" He put his hand on Felix's forehead.

"N-no, I'm just tired. I think I'm gonna wash up and go to bed". He tried giving a fake smile.

"Oh... ok. Well I have to finish some work, I'll be in bed later" Chan reassured before kissing him on the cheek.

Felix just nodded as he slipped out of Chan's hold to go to his room and shower. Chan was still worried the younger, but didn't want to press him with questions by upsetting him. He watched as Felix went back to his room before he himself went back upstairs.

Felix was showering, staring blankly down the drain as the water flowed. His emotions were confused, he didn't want to deal with them, but he also didn't want to repress them.

Once he was done, he slipped on his sweatshirt and shorts before brushing his teeth. Eventually going back to him and Chan's newly shared room to settle in bed. He thought he would have trouble falling asleep, but ironically he drifted off in a matter of minutes.

It was about 3 hours later Chan finally decided to go to sleep too. He quietly came into the room, making sure he wouldn't disturb the younger. He snuck into the bathroom, shutting the door to brush his teeth. As he came out, he quietly slipped under the sheets next to Felix.

Felix shifted a bit feeling the bed dip next to him, waking up a little bit. Chan pulled him close to his chest to spoon him, thinking the boy was still in a deep sleep.