Stupid Boys

11 Her Biting

You know when you're a kid and you're running around the playground? When you're going to quickly, chasing your feet so much that you think you're going to fall over? That's how I run from my house. I feel like I'm in a movie, my music pounding through my ears and pushing me to run faster.

But I'm not a kid, my legs are longer now. And for once, being tall let's me down as I slip and skid across the road, scaring up my knees and arm. But I get up, rushing around a few more corner shops until I reach her road.

And finally stop to catch my breath when I reach her door. I bend over, pressing my bloody palms against my scraped up knees. Once I'm fine, I proceed to knock on the dark blue door.

She answers, the beautiful girl. She's definitely the most beautiful girl I've ever known. Way prettier than her friends. And you just know she knows how gorgeous she is, the way she runs her hand through her hair and looks away all innocent.

"Kings!" Charlotte says excitedly and I smile at her. Her deep blue eyes stare into mine as I admire their pools of wonder. And I take her face in mine, pressing her lips to mine.

Her hands press against my hips and her lips fit perfectly into mine. She walks backwards, I walk forwards, kicking the door behind me. She then swiftly pulls away, turns around and grabs my hand. She leads me upstairs like we're the typical couple in a house party.

I don't think, I don't let my mind go to anywhere else but where I physically am. What I did today, Tyler, Jake and even that club guy, Luca, are locked away and shoved back in my brain as I shag my girlfriend. We've had sex before, we've done a lot. I like having sex with her. It's nice, you know? It feels so nice. Like better than wanking.

Oh, that's quite nice. See, she likes biting my neck because she's obsessed with 'Vampire Diaries' and to be honest, I'm kind of glad she is.Cause as long as she's not sucking out my blood, it's kind of hot. And if I were going to die, I would definitely want this to be how.

Why did I know all of those gay slurs? I guess going to an all boys school teaches you things that you do and don't want to know. One thing I didn't know was that people actually use the stools in our bathrooms. That would've been handy beforehand. Oh my god, what am I doing? God,I'm having sex and thinking about Jake!

Okay, no Jake. But what about that Luca guy? What was that about? Okay, so maybe he looked like a girl and that's why I kissed him. But he did have a buzz cut. But so does Bee, so... oh god no! I'm having sex and comparing a guy I kissed to my sister!

Think about anything else, literally anything. Okay, that new season of Better Call Saul that's coming out soon. That's gonna be good. And what about bugs. Bugs are weird, aren't they?

Nope. I'm still thinking about it. I can't stop thinking about it.

"Hey, can you um... talk to me? Like... dirty?" I awkwardly ask Charlotte, my girlfriend, who is lying on top of me, naked. She smiles and nods.

"I've been a naughty girl." she pants and I smile.

After something I wish wasn't so awkward - sex - happens, I roll over in her bed as she sleeps and grab my phone. It's a string of texts from Joe.

Joe
jesse broke up with jake lmao
said he wasn't enough 'pizzazz' for him
seriously dude, you can't make this shit up

I laugh and put my phone back down, turning onto my back so I can stare at the ceiling. Jesse broke up with him.

It takes me over a minute to realise that I'm smiling.