Loving You

Chapter 8: Plan in Mind

I slowly opened my eyes as I felt so tired. We danced all night yesterday and it was so much fun. I heard a gentle moan and I looked to my side. Scarlet is lying there beside me in her sleep gown. *HOW DID SHE GET IN MY ROOM!?* We are grown adults not children. I almost had sex with her at the beginning I can't believe this. She has her own room and her own bed. How did she get in? How did I not notice her here? How the hell? I gulped as I touched her gentle shoulder and shook her slowly. 

She groans out and curled up a little bit and snuggled closer to me. I gulped as I felt a bit too excited seeing her revealing skin. We are alone in my room. My room. I swallowed the lump in my throat and I shook her gently again. 

"Scarlet... It's time to wake up" I whispered gently

I slowly started to stand up as she mumbled but she awoke finally "Good Morning love..." 

I tensed up and I turn lightly around to look at her one more time. Her chest is in full show and I just gave my back to her as I felt my face heat up completely. I took deep breaths and I heard her gentle feet touch the floor. I did not dare turn around for I cannot bring myself holding back. I want her so bad but I must do everything correctly. Not to harm her or myself. Because I will want her and there would be no end to what I want to do. I hate myself so much. I gulped as I heard her gentle steps towards me and I can even hear the way she breaths.

Her heart gently racing as if she is nervous and I can't believe myself. I am terrified right know. I want her. I want to feel her. I want to be one with her. Give her all the love in the world. Make love to her in the most pleasurable and most loving way I can. Without going animal like on her with my manly needs. What would she like? Slow and romantic? Fast and possessive? Fast but rough? Gentle but deep? Is she the kinky type? Is she the submissive type? Is she the type to be on top? Or bottom? I feel confused. What does she like? How does she like it? In what position she likes? I am over reacting things. She is gentle so she likes it gentle. Its logical. Right?

"Are you ok love?" Her melodic voice rung deep in my ear and soul

I turn around panicked my hands high while saying "Nothings wrong love!"

My eyes moved down and I gulped at how short the night gown is. Her legs looked so smooth and I felt so nerves know. I wanted to take her a year back so badly but I must get back to my senses. I must wed her if I want to make love to her. Claim her as mine. I cannot keep thinking this sinful things. We have laws. My father was the one who made me snap back to reality being that in the human lands. A female to wed and to make love with man must be accepted as well as over age. She is almost over age so I must restrain myself for our future. I want her badly and we are young. But I must not fall for temptations.

"Your bad at lying love" she tells me playfully

Her finger points down and I noticed my happy friend saluting this gorgeous woman in front of me. I gulped and I placed my hands down covering it. She starts laughing. I must look like an idiot. I headed towards the bathroom I need to jerk this of so I dunno do something then regret it. Her arms wrapped around my body as her chest presses against my back. So soft. So warm. I want to suck on them and bite them oh so badly. I shook my head. No I must follow what mother taught me when young. I must not give in to temptations.

I must wed her. Yes marriage. Marry this woman for my own. But how do I propose to this amazing girl. I must get to know her first. Yes. I must take her on dates. She must be hiding all her personalities from me. I have only seen two. Her innocent side. Her angry side. She is always cute angry or innocent. Right know she is a bit too pervert. I gulped as her arms around my waist tightly. All the hairs in my body rise and I just wanted to escape. This woman is driving me crazy I can't even come up with a plan.

"Am I not beautiful?" She asked with a sad tone

I tensed up at her question so I looked up while asking "Indeed you are... Why this question my love?"

"You do not look at me or touch me... Am I not enough?" She asked her voice cracks a bit

I chuckled and I turn around removing my hands from my hard friend. This woman actually thinks she does not turn me on. That she is not beautiful in my eyes. She is not attractive. She looks up to me with wide eyes as a tear glide down her cheek and I bend down a little. Pressing my lips to hers. Her eyes wide open at my action but I close my eyes as I felt bliss. Her whole body is tense but I didn't care. I wrapped my arms around her and held her tight to my body. I inhaled her sweet scent as I licked her bottom lip. Please let me explore your mouth. She parted her lips gently and that's were I attacked her mouth. She moaned gently and I tightened my grip around her just a little.

My breathing felt harsh and I carried her as her legs wrapped around my waist. I can't contain myself for much longer. I placed her on the bed as I stayed on top of her. I fondled her left breast first making her moan out. I pinched the hardened nipple. It made her arch her back and moan louder. So sweet. The melodic tone. I want to hear more. Yes more give me more my love. Ideas swirled in my brain as I felt so blissful with the way she scratched my back. She may be cute and gentle but she likes it rough.

My life I had it planned out before her but know. All I want is her in my life. Children. Traveling. Marriage. Fun. Everything. Every single thing in the world. Horse back riding. Swimming at a beach. Pranking. Teaching our children. Her legs tightened around my waist pulling me down. Her moaning drove my mind to spin in ecstasy.

I must plan on how to propose to this woman. I want her. I need her. I crave her. She is all I think and is all I want.