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I miss 2seok. Angsty and unedited since that's what im best at. Listen to full song por favor

REPUBLISHING BECAUSE IT'S LOWKEY SOME OF MY BEST WORK NEXT TO A SOULMATE WHO WASN'T MEANT TO BE 😳😳

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(I'm) sinking myself into overflowing glasses

Seokjin kept a stoic face as he downed another shot. One after another, they never seemed to stop coming. All he knew was this was how he wanted it to be in the moment. He knew what he'd done was stupid, he knew Hoseok had a right to feel as heartbroken as he did right now. That still didn't make him feel better, it still didn't console him enough. He couldn't think clearly, he didn't even know what he was doing. All he knew was that some blonde haired boy with a nice rectangular smile was leading him into a dark room. The vision of Hoseok was blurred in his mind while he was drowning in the alcohol. 

He woke up later, his eyes adjusted to the brightness of the room as he groaned. He realized he was not in his room. He noticed the empty side of the unmade bed. He looked down and saw he was naked. He let out a frustrated groan as he realized what he did. It certainly wasn't going to help him. He got dressed quickly and left without a word.

Flashback

Hoseok crossed his arms over his chest as he saw Seokjin drunkenly stumbling back into their apartment. He took the other in his arms as he laid him on the couch. He sighed and brushed the other's bangs off his forehead. He was about to leave him to rest when he heard Seokjin mumble something. He came closer to hear it better. "Mmm, Taeyong, don't stop.." He hard him say in his sleep. His heart shattered but he decided to brush it off, maybe it wasn't what he thought it was. Just maybe, it was some weird dream. 

He got into his side of the bed, the other side empty and cold. It's been like this for weeks on end but Hoseok still chose to ignore some of the obvious signals and trust Seokjin. He knew that even though Seokjin would drink excessively and forgot all about him for a couple hours, he still meant the world to him. He trusted that even  if Seokjin was drunk his face would still be in his mind reminding him of who he loves. So he did what he's been doing and cuddled with Seokjin's pillow hoping his scent would never leave it. Hoping that it could substitute Seokjin's warmth somehow.

Present

Hoseok blankly stared at the clock. It had been one month since Seokjin stopped coming home late altogether and just stayed out. Hoseok barely saw him and it was killing him. The way the relationship was going is killing him. He loved Seokjin, he truly did. However, sometimes you just have to focus on you. He'd been heavily patient and forgiving with Seokjin, more than he should've been for someone in his predicament. But still, everyone has their limits and his was almost full.

Now Hoseok had been out drinking with Seokjin before. They'd shared drunk giggles and sloppy kisses those few times. They had gotten drunk to be next to each other's heart for a while. They'd sang and cried with each other. They'd done it all.

Hoseok sat patient waiting for the other. He quickly grew tired as he'd been up the whole night waiting for Seokjin who didn't come. The worst part about it was that it was their anniversary.

 time skip

Hoseok now sat across from Seokjin in a restaurant. Seokjin's bored expression and attitude of he didn't want to be there broke Hoseok's heart further and further. "Seokjin, this is important. Listen." Hoseok snapped, finally gaining the attention of the older. "Yes?" He asked. "I'm done. I tried, believe me I tried. I tried to bear you coming home late a drunk mess. I tried to bear you not coming home at all. I tried to bare you moaning another man's name in your sleep. I tried to bear being lonely and sleeping in a cold lonely bed. But I can't anymore. I'm sorry, this was a mistake on both of our parts. It was my mistake to endure it all instead of pulling the plug before we reached this point. It was your mistake through your actions. I'm sorry, but it's impossible for us to be together. It's especially impossible for me to keep the hope for a new dawn. Goodbye Kim Seokjin." Hoseok said with tears flowing freely down his face. He paid the bill as a last goodbye and left, never turning back. Seokjin continued sitting there shocked and heartbroken.

So yes, he knew it was his fault, it didn't stop him from continuing to be heartbroken and continuing to drown himself in alcohol. Even then, Hoseok's face was still blurred in his mind while drowning in shot after shot.

He looked down bitterly at his plate of food and muttered something. "Goodbye Kim Hoseok.."

[BREAKING NEWS! CEO OF BIGHIT ENTERTAINMENT KIM SEOKJIN TO GET DIVORCE WITH HUSBAND HOSEOK]

Kim Seokjin had announced that him and husband of five years Kim Hoseok, now to be known as Jung Hoseok, are calling it quits. Reasons are unknown as to why. 

Time Skip

Seokjin visited producer Kim Namjoon from NJJ entertainment in hopes of getting him to write a song for a certain artist of his called Jeon Jungkook. He entered the younger's studio and looked around before taking a seat. Namjoon showed him the beat he was thinking of and it immediately clicked with Seokjin. Just as they were finalizing things, Seokjin spotted something on the producer's desk. A picture of Namjoon and Hoseok. Seokjin couldn't help but ask about the photo.

"Oh that? That's a photo of me and my fiance. I really do love him, he's something special. Don't you think?" Namjoon said wistfully as a dimpled smiled formed on his face. Seokjin agreed and left quickly.

Months later, Tuy am, alternatively known as drunk was released as the tittle track for Jeon Jungkook's award winning album 'Mixed drinks and feelings'. It was completely written by Seokjin. When that was revealed to that public, they'd gone wild. The most popular theory (and the most accurate) was that the song was written about or for Jung Hoseok and it had revealed their reason of divorce being a drinking problem with Seokjin. One of the most notable and most know lyrics were: Thought it's impossible for us to be together to walk the miles and keep the hopes for a new dawn. Life goes on with it's ups and downs. Then we just fell out. Keep getting drunk to loose our minds, to burn our hearts.

Those lyrics were exactly what brought Hoseok and everybody to tears when hearing both Jungkook's and Seokjin's versions of the song. Those words were going to be engraved in both of their minds until they die because of the history and meaning behind them.

Thought it's impossible for us to be together to walk the miles and keep the hopes for a new dawn. Life goes on with it's ups and downs. Then we just fell out. Keep getting drunk to loose our minds, to burn our hearts.

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