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A soulmate who wasn't meant to be

Ships: Yoonseok

Words: 1564

I felt sad.

Enjoy!

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I never should have called

'Cause I knew you would leave me

But I didn't think you could do it so easily

Hoseok's pov.

Dear Yoongi,

I felt butterflies the first time you texted me. Jin told me I shouldn't text back immediately because I could seem desperate but I did it anyway. All for you.

The first time we called, I felt so nervous but when I heard you voice, oh god your voice, I calmed down immediately. You always did seem to have that effect on me. The long sleepless nights where we would fall asleep talking were some of my fondest memories. I loved everything you did. In my eyes, you could do no wrong. You could never do anything wrong. Maybe it was me who did something wrong.

Do I wish I hadn't picked up the call? Did I know we would end up like this? No. Would have I given you up anyways if I had? Not in a million years because I would rather go through this heartbreak a million times if it meant I got to stay with you one second, one minute, one day, one month, or one year longer. All for you.

I never should have held your hand
On that cold rainy night
'Cause, further along, it would cause another fight

One of my most vivid memories of you was that night your dad kicked you out for being bi. I remember you calling me, I came to get you. I remember the way you stood in the rain crying, trembling, your clothes sticking on you, your bangs were damp and stuck on your forehead. I held your hand, comforted you, let you know I loved you so much. You stayed silent. Did I know that moment could be used against me in the future? No. I would've done it all again if it meant even getting the tiniest moment with you. All for you.

Stranger, that's all I see

When I look into your eyes

A soulmate who wasn't meant to be

Stranger, who knows all my secrets

Can pull me apart and break my heart

A soulmate who wasn't meant to be

We were high school sweethearts. Everybody said college would tear us apart but we didn't listen. I had faith in you and you had faith in me. In college, you met her. However, we went against what everybody said and were deeply in love. We had the purest love and got married after college. I would give up anything for you. I would have never imagined that someday, I would call you a stranger. When you said your vows while you looked into my eyes, I couldn't help but think 'this is love.' I thought that was what love felt like. It was, it was probably the best love I've ever had and will ever feel. We would sit and talk for hours about nothing. Even when I was sad, being held by you was all I needed to become a hundred times better. We had this way of knowing how the other felt without even talking.