To Run Away Is What He Did (Aroha Series #2)| COMPLETED

Chapter 15

That night, I recieved another notification from Twitter.

Astro just announced that they are having a concert next month in Korea and the tickets are already available.

I sighed.

Should I attend the concert?

No. He wouldn't be happy to see you there, Aubrey.

I turned off my phone and placed it my bedside desk. I grabbed a pillow and hugged it.

I'm not going to the concert. As much as I want to support them. I will not. My decision is final.

I slept that night thinking about the first ever concert that I'll be going to miss.

Being addicted to Astro for years, I never knew this day would come. That my excitement for their concert will no longer be there anymore.

I woke up the next day because of Astro's song, Blue Flame which is my ringtone.

My eyes are still half closed but I saw Hyuna's name on it. I  swallowed the lump on my throat, rubbed my eyes before I answered the call.

[Aubrey?]

"Annyeong Unnie." I cracked my voice.

[Did I disturb your sleep?]

"O-Oh" I replied.

[Mian...]

"That's fine."

I heard her clear her throat before she talked again.

[Can I talk to you? I mean, can we meet?]

"Wae? What is it all about, Unnie?" I bit my lips. I know that she would talk to me about what happened last time.

[About l-last time?] She stuttered.

I remained silent and hesitated to answer.

[C-Can we meet please?] She pleaded.

I sighed. Hyuna was good to me, she is not to blame. After all she's my friend and she's my bias' girlfriend.

"Arasso." I almost whispered, giving up.

[Thank you. I'll just text the address, okay? See you, Aubrey.]

I threw my phone beside me and got up of my bed. I went straight to my bathroom. After I did all my rituals, I opened my closet to see what kind of clothes I'll be wearing.

As soon as I opened it, a black shirt with a 'Kim Myung Jun' calligraphy on the center captured my eyes. I really treasure this shirt that's why I would always hang it here in front just enough for me to see it everytime I open my cabinet.

I don't think I can wear it in front of his girlfriend and I don't think I could wear this shirt again. I promised myself that I'll move on. I will stop loving him as my man. I will only love him as my bias and I will now stay in the barrier of being a fan. I need to forget my feelings for him because if not, I will only suffer for the rest of my life. Soon, I need to find a man that will stay with me forever and I don't think MJ can be that man.

Impossible...

I shook my head and reached for that special shirt. I folded it and placed it at the bottom part of my cabinet.

In the end I chose to wear a high waisted pants, a blue sleeveless shirt, denim jacket and paired it with sneakers. I chose to bring a small sling bag which is enough for my valuables to fit.

I tied my hair into a messy bun to complete my look.

I went out of my room and Sis Katie was at the living room holding a wrist watch.