Rip It All To Shreds (Something Great)

Tenerife Sea

Happy thanksgiving (tomorrow) for my American readers :p Not going to lie, it has hurt to write these last few chapters. Ah I'm in the car and WMYB just started playing, oh my god they've come so far... and now I've got a bad case of the feels :/

Okay soo .... back to it !!

Song: Tenerife Sea by Ed Sheeran.

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Harry's POV :

A week. It's been a week and he still hasn't woken up. Zayn woke up a few hours after I did. The nurses wheeled me in to see him. We just sat there kind of awkwardly staring at each other. We said a few things like, "How are you?" and that was basically the extent of that conversation . Zayn's a great guy, really great, and he's super talented , but out of the other four lads he's probably been the one I am least close to. We used to be really close don't get me wrong, but I was never closest to him. Then again, I'm not really close to anyone anymore.

Niall and Liam woke up yesterday just under 3 hours apart. They've been even more inseparable since, refusing to leave each other's side. We've talked a little. I think Liam is still a little cross with me for the other night. He obviously doesn't know what Idid after he went to sleep. That's how I wanted it.

Louis. He's still asleep. I lay there just staring at the ceiling. I probably could've been dismissed from the hospital a few days ago, but it was decided that I would stay to avoid all of the press wanting interviews and such. Fine. So I just lay here staring at the ceiling with the news playing absentmindedly in the background.

I'm just laying here, an insect caught in a spider's web of thought just waiting to be devoured when a report on the news catches my attention.

"You may have heard reports of One Doeection's tragic bus accident.The only update we have been given is that all five are on their way to recovery ."

Bullshit.

"However, a new unrelated discovery has been made. The morning of the accident band member Louis Tomlinson sent out two consecutive tweets. One seemingly suspiciously like a suicide note telling people not to cry when he is gone, because it is for the best. No comment was made by Modest! Management or by another other representatives of the band, however the official one direction account tweeted claiming " Sorry to alarm. Louis only tweeted some lyrics to a song the boys are working on".

Bullshit again.

"However, Louis' second tweet is a little harder to explain. He seemed to have been reviving a tweet that sparked controversy in the past "always in my heart Harry Styles " this time claiming again that Harry was forever in his heart "as twisted as it may be". The only possible explanation can be provided by the thousands of fangirls who again took to twitter and other modes of social media. Some of these fans theorize that Louis Tomlinson and fellow band member Harry Styles are in a gay relationship called "Larry Stylinson", despite the fact that Louis has been in a long and healthy relationship with girlfriend Eleanor Cadler. These fans believe that Louis was yet again confessing his love for his bandmate via twitter. The boys' management almost immediately responded knocking the rumors down stating at a press conference in response to the bus crash' This alleged 'Larry Stylinson' is not, never has been, and never will be true. Louis and Eleanor are happily together. All that matters right now is that these boys recover so we can get back to the tour, there is no point in obsessing over a nonsensical tweet' . No further comment was made. In other news...". I shut off the television .

They're doing it again. They're convoluting everything! God this is how

"What a bunch of bloody bullshit huh?" A small voice croaks from the other side of the room.

I'm imaging it?! I don't even dare hope that it's really him, yet I hesitantly turn around to face him .

"Bastards" he says with a smile as our eyes meet.

I can't contain myself - I jump out of bed and run to him. "Louis!"

I want to tackle him and hug him the tightest I ever have, but I don't want to break him, especially because he looks so weak and fragile, so instead I kneel down next to the bed and grab his hand. I think of getting a nurse, but I want some time alone with him first.

"Hello Hazza"

I accidentally squeeze his hand a little to right and he winces

"Oops. Hi Lou."

"What happened?"

"Our tour bus crashed. Everyone's doing okay. You were the last to wake -up. How are you?"

"Oh. To be honest, I feel like shit."

"I'm sorry. Do you want me to get someone?"

"In a minute. You're all I need right now."

"Lou... you're beautiful even when you're at your worst."

"Haz... what's with the sudden affection?"

"Thinking I'd never see you again made me realize I was and idiot. I should have never left you, and I know that everything isn't just going to be instantly better , and ..."

I can't finish my sentence, Louis connects our lips slowly kissing me lightly, but it's perfect.

"Thanks for telling me to shut up"

"Any time, Haz"

Our moment is cut short when a nurse walks in and goes to get the doctor . They explain that now that Louis' awake they need to start a "minor" operation that they couldn't do until they knew he was conscious again.

Lou looks up to me with nervous eyes.

"Shh. Lou it's going to be fine, you'll be back to me before you know it, and when you do I can just look into your eyes as blue as the sea for the ever."

"Harry, just incase something goes wrong, just know , Quoting old Ed Sheeran here, 'Should this be the last thing I see , I want you to know it's enough for me, cuz all that you are is all that i'll ever need. I'm so in love'."

And then he's taken away.