Rip It All To Shreds (Something Great)

Fall Away

Hey! I feel so bad for not updating . School has had me at wits end, and my family is in the process of moving

. To those who have commented and voted thanks you so much ! you have motivated me to keep writing , and this chapter is dedicated to you . I think I have a general idea of where i am going with this story , BUT IF YOU HAVE ANY IDEAS, PREFERENCES , REQUESTS ,WHATEVER, PLEASE COMMENT AND LET ME KNOW .

Soo...

This chapter is inspired by Fall Away by Twenty One Pilots !

Thanks for reading ,

~S

I wake up from another unsatisfying sleep and lumber out of my bunk . Niam is still cuddled on the couch . They seem to have fallen asleep watching footie. I go over to the window and pull back the blinds . The luminescence of the sun surprises me and I make a sudden movement. That was a mistake. My side electrifies in a stinging sensation as a result of the night before.I'm still not used to that feeling .

I have no idea where we are -- no pun intended. Lately I have just been performing, getting off stage and away from people as soon as possible , and sleeping . Repeat.

Being the clutch I am, on my attempt to return to my bunk I manage to trip over a box in the middle of the floor outside the bathroom door and fall.

"Gah! What fucking idiot leaves ..." I yell before I'm interrupted.

Harry is standing over me. He hastily grabs the box from the ground and turns back around .

I have never seen the box before. It's nice , about the size of a loaf of bread and made of some sort of polished wood , but I don't notice the box as much as I notice Harry. He is wearing a dark blue robe , but the bags under his eyes are darker and his eyes are puffy and swollen . At first I think it's from crying , but that couldn't be it . He's probably just still high or something like that. He doesn't say a word. his long hair looks matted and untamed, not like his flawless usual self ... okay woah. I really need to stop thinking about him.

Out of sight out of mind right? Too bad I basically spend my whole day in his sight and will for ... well as long as I'm alive ... which may or may not be a long period of time .

" 'Ey! what's the fuckin noise about?", Niall yells from the couch.

I year Liam yawn and stir , obviously Niall or I seem to have woken him. I try to return to my bunk undetected , but Niall in an attempt to get to the loo, finds me on the floor. why haven't I gotten up yet?

"Lou, you okay there?"

"Uhhh...", I try to muster a smile ,"just fine Niall."

"Then what're ya doin on the ground mate?"

"Oh that . Oh uhh you know me , just Um tripped."

"You sure ? You look like you've seen a ghost ."

I have.

"Oh yeah, it's nothing "

"Good. could you maybe get up then cuz uh I gotta ...". he gestures to the bathroom door .

"Oh ... uh yeah sorry." I get up and go back to my bunk. I put my music on shuffle and lay back. it's going to be a long day. I skip through various songs and then I hear a song I don't mind and keep it playing .

"I don't wanna fall

Fall away

I will keep the lights in this place,

Cuz I don't wanna fall

Fall away "

Did I want to fall away? it was hard to give a definite answer.