Rip It All To Shreds (Something Great)

Bloodstream Pt.2

So... if you haven't already read the chapter title I decided to continue the last chapter... I'm just emotionally invested right now, so you can probably expect a few more updates tonight ... Probably.

Kinda boring fun fact, I originally intended to write this story almost solely from Louis' POV, but I've found myself being really interested in what Harry is doing and thinking and such . So yeah.

Thank you all for reading! you all are beautiful <3

Again the song is Bloodstream by Ed Sheeran

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Harry's POV :

There's a scream, a loud scream, and I'm startled awake. I swear to God if Niall and Liam are having a tickle fight again at , I glance at my clock, another tickle fight at 3:17 am... The scream rings out again. This is not a playful scream. Suddenly, there is a thudding on my door.

I swing it open and there stands Liam .

"Harry, get out here now , we need you."

"Huh?" I wipe the sleepiness out of my eyes.

"He's in the bathroom. He's screaming. He won't talk to anyone. I just.... we just ..... thought you could maybe get through to him or I don't know"

Suddenly the previous events of the nigh hazily flash in my mind .

"Oh.... no no no. He uh... I would not help the situation at all. You see .... I mean I uh... I have this feeling that it's ... for me . Shit it's all for me. I can't fix it ... I'll drown..... ahh fuck it's for me."

"Harry, pull your stoner head out of your arse for a bloody second! You , he needs you. Niall went to go get the spare key to the bathroom from the supply drawer, but if any of us go in there he'll just go into some sort of shock. Whenever we try to talk through the door he just refuses to scream, and we all go back to bed and he starts again."

"Oh yes, you're right, and when I walk in there
he's just going to smile and give me a hug and things will be perfect with a side of peaches. I'm going to bed. G'night, Liam. Hope your little friend is okay ."

I go to slam the door shut , but Liam sticks his muscular forearm in the way.

"Harry, it's worth a bloody shot."

"Tell me when the logic sinks into your brain, then we'll talk."

"HARRY!"

"Do you want him to stop?! Have everyone go to bed! If he thinks he's annoyed everyone to point of abandoning him he can pull out his blades and play his little game, then he'll just silently cry himself to sleep. Silently, and we can all forget about it. Poof! He is just a screwed up bastard he'll be fine."

"HARRY EDWARD STYLES! YOU KNOW I HAD YOUR BACK, EVERYONE THOUGHT YOU WERE SPIRALLING OUT OF CONTROL AND I STAYED BY YOU! I STOOK UP FOR YOU, AND I REGRET IT. YOU'RE THE BASTARD HARRY. YOU'RE A DICK, YOU'RE NOT EVEN HUMAN ANYMORE. NOW I GET THAT YOUR HEART WAS BROKEN AND THAT IT HASN'T BEEN EASY, BUT GOD IT IS NOT JUST YOU. THE WORLD IS NOT YOU! DAMNIT HARRY, YOU KNOW WHAT, I DON'T CARE, GO FUCK YOURSELF UP SOME MORE, HAVE ANOTHER DRINK AND SMOKE YOUR BRAINS OUT, I'LL HAPPILY PUT YOU IN THE GROUND!"

With that he slammed the door shut in my face. The words sting as they sink in. I just ... agh I don't mean what I say about Louis. I'm afraid. I'm afraid of myself. I'm afraid of what Louis does to himself. I'm scared because I know it's "for me".

I wait. I wait hours. The clock says 6:49. Everyone's retired and given up on Louis who is now silent, still sitting in the bathroom. I slide out of bed . I walk past the bathroom where I can hear quiet, but violent, gaspy sobs. I walk to Niall's bunk, it's empty. I walk to Liam's bunk, there he is. I knew it, Niall has fallen asleep with the spare bathroom key in his hand. I carefully pry it out and walk towards the bathroom door. I unlock the door carefully and slowly and open the door. Horrified..