Regrets

T W O

"I'm fine eomma, you don't need to worry, "I reassured her balancing the phone on my shoulders while doing the dishes. It had been 2 months since me and Jungkook got married we hadn't had a proper conversation since. There would be the occasional question or hellos but nothing more. It wasn't exactly what I had in mind. But life took its own way.

Someone grabbed the phone holding it in the right position. I was shocked at first but looked up to see Jungkook standing there. A sigh escaped my lips as I turned the tap off and took the phone of his hands. Not looking at him I walked to the balcony.

"can I call you back," I said cutting the phone. 

Was I being too cold? I knew we both didn't have any interest in each other, then why did we agree? Jungkook knew I didn't have any interest in this wedding ever since we met up, but he still agreed, so did I but only because I didn't want to let my parents down, and also because I wanted to move on. 

"How are we meant to live with each other if you keep turning me down like this" Jungkook's husky voice startled me.

"I'm not"

He sighed and there was an awkward silence between us, but I had gotten used to it.

"This relationship isn't gonna work out" I finally said. I buried my face in my heads with regret of what I just said.

"So what your gonna divorce me?!" he grabbed my shoulder turning me around to face him harshly.

"Jungkook!" I shoved his hands off me.

"why would you agree to this marriage if you were only going to divorce me at the end?!" he shouted. why did I marry you?

"Jungkook please, people are going to hear you," I said stomping back into my room. I locked the door and crashed onto the bed. My hand tightens on the white sheets before closing my eyes shut "what did I do to deserve this" I whispered tears rolling down my cheeks.

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I walked downstairs to find Jungkook sleeping on the couch. oh, I forgot to let him in last night.

"Jungkookah wake up you need to go to work," I said shaking his shoulders. He had the same soft, innocent doe eyes as......nevermind.

"mhm 5 more mins" he mumbled turning around.

Aish this kid.

I packed his lunch and left for work. Life was so boring nearly every day was the same we both would go to work come back and go to sleep.

 I came back early and Jungkook had already left. I glanced at the kitchen walking towards the bedroom but decide to give it a try, I remember Jungkook's mum saying he loved "food", I mean who doesn't.

I started cooking and surprised myself with how much fun I had. It was all set, I had cooked a huge meal just for me and Jungkook to eat. Maybe this way we could "bound" more.

I heard the doorbell and immediately jumped up to greet him. I open the door to see Jungkook in an awful state. He was drunk and one of his friends was holding him up. He walked in at slumped himself on the couch.

"He's not himself when he's drunk and he only drinks when he's upset" he's a friend said startling me. last night...

"thanks" I sighed.

"I live a street down so if you have a problem I'm there"

"thank you" I bowed.

"Kim TaeHyung, by the way," he shouted walking away.

"yah Jungkook!" I shouted slamming the door walking towards him. All the patients I had bottled up in me were all gone. I highly hate people that drink, the smell brings back memories I never want to go back to.

"Why don't you love me y/n," he whined in an unstable voice. His soft, sad voice kinda broke me. 

"Jungkook go wash up I made dinner for us" I sighed trying to walk him upstairs.

"I don't want your food," he said flinging his hand away from me making him go crashing into the dining table. The plates crashed on to the floor spilling to food everywhere.

I covered my ears from the sudden sound. Jungkook got up on his feet and stormed upstairs mumbling something under his breath.

I sat down sitting on the stairs looking at the mess he had made. Tears started leaking out of my eyes and it didn't take long to turn into a full-blown waterfall. I cried louder and louder until I had no more tears left to cry and sat there emotionlessly.

iv had enough of this relationship...

                                                               - Jungkook pov-

I woke up form the bright sunlight hitting my face. I Sat up and remembered everything that happened last night. I turned over to find a piece of paper lying on the bed, neatly placed.

I'm gone to get some fresh air.

I inhaled deeply closing my eyes shut in anger before taking my phone off the side bed. upon opening my eyes I dial y/ns number. But as usual, she doesn't pick up.

I get out of bed when my phone started going off. It was Y/n. I take a few minutes to hesitate before bending down to grab the phone and answer it.

"yah! where are you, could have told m-"

"Are you Y/N husband?" an unfamiliar voice spoke. 

"she got into an accident, can you please  come to the xxx hospital right away"