Regrets

T H R E E

"IM LOOKING FOR Y/N" I stubbled onto the front counter. It felt like my heart was about to jump out of my chest when she was searching for y/n room on the computer. They showed me the room and I rushed in. She was laying on the bed pale and still 

"yn... "I breathed relieved that she was okay. I shut the door and leaned on it for a minute feeling my heartbeat relax. I don't know what I would have done if I lost her too.

love is truly a losing game...

Deep in my thoughts, I watched as the nurse came in with a tray of food. She explained to me what y/n had to eat and when. I nodded my head pretending I understand everything. As soon as she left I heard y/n getting up.

"oh, y/n" I pushed the tray towards her. I explained to her what the nurse said to me, but I knew she could tell that I didn't understand myself. I pulled a chair next to the bed and watched her eat.

"you don't have to stay, you should go home" she sighed as she examined the milk like it was poison. 

"no, I need to stay with you in case you need anything" This only caused her to tilt her head in confusion.

"The doctors told me to" I lied fiddling with my thumbs.

There was an awkward silence filling the room, as I watched her eat. My eyes dart around the room when my gaze falls on the bandage on y/n forehead.

"if you don't mind me knowing, how did you get into the accident"

A small frown appeared on her face "I lost concentration" she looked down.

"what were you thinking about so intensely" I gulped. Was it about last night?

"Felix...."